Dearest Stephane,
Thank you so much for doing the interview for us. If anything it exceeded all of my expectations. You showed us a little bit of your world. I loved that we got to see where you worked. I totally understand why you moved your desk away from the other room. If you have the computer facing a wall and you are an artist who's trying to be creative I can see how that would feel claustrophobic and stifling. You want to feel free while you're working. You want natural light around you and the ability to look around at more wide open space. To feel like you're in the cener of all the action.
I was very flattered that you answered some of the questions I wrote you on the forum. It really meant alot to me that you took the time to answer our own questions just as you said you would. You are a man of your word. That's very noble.
I hope that you get that dream of the farm with acreage that has room for a few horses and various animals. And if you ever decide that you are ready for a relationship again I think your chances of finding a tall and slightly older cowboy who shares that same dream are quite high.
While our personalities are not identical we do share many similarities. Partly because we are both Scorpios and we have the same birthday. I am so with you in your taste in guys. While I don't necessarily have the cowboy fantasy I am not as into the twink age group as people might think. I really prefer 25 and up rather than just the 18-25 range. If there were a believable site with straight guys of 25-35 or more, who are doing gay stuff for the first time...I'd watch that too. lol And the more masculine and straight acting the guy, the better. lol
You are so right about the eyes. We Scorpios are very much into seeing into a person's soul by looking deeply into their eyes. That's a really big deal to us. While I am occasionally intrigued by the bad boy look I much prefer someone with kind eyes. One who is genuinely just a good person at heart. I think you and I would get along very well as friends. Even if there was no sexual spark there.
I can understand how difficult it would be to try to stay self motivated all the time when you work at home. It has to be tough some days. There are always going to be plenty of distractions if you choose to give into them. And of course some days the creative artistic juices are flowing more so than others.
I'd love to hear you tell us more about Mark. But I realize that it might be awkward. I've sensed in PM's and other forum postings that he really does have a heart of gold. And he really is a special person. When I talk to other Blu Media employees about him they have nothing but kind words for him. Like he's their friend first who just happens to be their employer also. And I've never gotten the impression that they were saying that out of a sense of duty to their boss. It has come across from so many people as being very sincere.
Well thanks again Scorpio for doing the interview for us. Your voice sounds much deeper and masculine than I was expecting from a former Frenchman. lol Your accent doesn't have the nasally sound of the long drawn out vowels that I heard so much in France and the other French speaking countries. Although I like that sound too.
No doubt the video itself will spawn a few more questions from us. lol Even though you are not a model on the site you have always had a fan base of sorts of your very own. I hope you can feel some of the love that we have for you Stephane. I think that most of us wanted to know that you were happy with your life. And you appear to be saying and showing us that for the time being you are indeed a happy man. You're getting to live part of the American dream and we are very happy
for you.
