MissDeidra
Senior Member
JW and I are literally foaming at the mouth w a i t i n g ... for something...PLEASE!
Don't make me be a whiny chick...
Don't make me be a whiny chick...
lol! just wait til u see! i shocked even myself.
Wow Mike, I like this side of you hehe
Wow Mike, I like this side of you hehe
so i believe, because the booze took over the first night and i guess i made a fool of myself i dont think there will be any content from johnnys.. idk lol just what im figuring... that and i dont think i will do the parties anymore.. bad first impression i suppose, even tho it was like some crazy fantasy land i never thought id be in and let it go to my head, but eh what can i do? im a 20yr old porn model thrown into a world of fans/ people who recognize me ( that made me nervous) then i get thrown a bottle of liquor and say drink up (shit aint no stoppin me once they say here have a bottle) lol iddnt know what to expect. but anyways my bad everyone, i dont know where it will go from here....
lol now that the drama has blown over, if there was any i would kill literally for a second chance, just name the model and ill take him out! lol
i have quite the chuckle everytime i think of the first night and that thing i did i didnt remember *barf* lol ;D
Ok Mike there is nothing so bad that you cant tell us and we will still love you. Chances are it is not near so bad as you think it is so go ahead and clear the air and ease your conscious. If we need to we will all join together and sign a big petition to keep you on the futon. How about it David was it so bad that we wont be seeing our boy back on the futon again? I bet if you ask him he will promise to never drink again. LOL
I accidentally put this reply on another thread. But I was just saying that we have all done things in our youth that we regret Mike. When you are representing a company or a brand it is important to be on your best behavior. If not your best then at least good behavior. lol
You know we luv you in here. So one night of outlandish behavior is not going to ruin your reputation. If you mess up, then you show remorse and apologize. And then hopefully move on. The attention you guys get at events must be very intoxicating even before any alcohol is served. I can see how it would go to the heads of you guys in your early 20's or younger.
Dustin (GRHS) got very caught up in all the attention and it really messed him up. He couldn't handle it. It put all of his priorities out of whack. Please please don't let it happen to you buddy.
Now what happened that night that was so embarrassing for you?? Enquiring minds...and all that. LOL