Several! LOL. No, I have been single for over 2 1/2 years, and am over whatever trauma and drama came with my relationship with a 19 yr old. I should have known better than to get involved with him in the first place, but he was hot and hung. It started out as just a sex thing, but shortly after we began seeing each other, I had a massive heart attack at the age of 38, and he was unbelievably supportive through that whole experience and recovery. Unfortunately, he turned out to be a pathological liar (he lied about having served in the military in Iraq, about his background, claimed to be the nephew of Mohammed Ali, got into fist fights every single time we went out - one time he got laid out by a 6'5" drag queen, dressed as the Queen of Hearts! It was hysterical! And it was the last straw for me. I left him there, on the floor, and broke up with him the next day.) I haven't met anyone in the time since that has been enough for me. Not that I'm saying I'm perfect or better than anyone else, but I am no longer willing to settle for mediocre. I want it all! I deserve it all. Everyone does.
I wouldn't say "disaster dates", but I tend to get hit on, and date younger guys, who are looking for a Daddy, (not my thing at all! - call me Daddy in bed, and I am outta there!) or guys my age and older who only want a casual sexual encounter or relationship, and I'm over that. Like I said, I want it all, and am waiting until that comes along, to get into another relationship. That being said, however, I would certainly not say no to a romantic weekend, or evening, with Monkey, Blake, Jason or Denver! I don't think my weakened heart would survive a night with Colin. (I have a pacemaker/defibrillator and it has twice gone off during sex - once when I was topping and once bottoming. Either way it is very uncomfortable! The poor bastard that I was topping was cumming when it went off and he didnt know what hit him!) TMI?
