Try not to think if you let Lucky go longer than you should have. The time needed to say goodbye is different for all. I'm sure Lucky needed time to say goodbye to you as well. A good friend sent me this poem she found on the net when I lost my Lulu. For me the poem captured it all. I'm not sure, but I think the poem and time helped me think more of the good feelings she brought me, than the anguish felt during the end of her life knowing she was very sick, and faced with making that difficult decision.
When I think of Lulu now, I always come back to when I found her in the shelter 18 years ago. While the other cats seemed to shy away, Lulu came right to the front of the
Cage Kafig, and meowed as if to say take me. When taken out of the
Cage Kafig she immediately went into full head-butt mode. I knew then that she was choosing me, and I her.
Best Friend
© Justina M. Hoerner
Remember all the good times,
Remember all the bad.
You stuck with me through everything,
The best friend I have had.
Through trying times you stayed with me.
You've sure improved my life.
You cheered me up when I was down,
Stuck with me through my strife.
Think about the good stuff, too,
Remember when we met?
I knew that I could trust you.
The best friend anyone could get.
Why is it that good things
Never seem to last?
You try to think about them,
But time erases past.
Sometimes I feel your presence,
I seem to hear your voice.
Memories flood back to me,
And I sit and rejoice.
Just know that I miss you.
I never will forget,
The times I spent together
With you, beloved pet.