I know it sounds funny, but Mike, I am ecstatic that you're a fan of my work now. Hahaha, not saying that you weren't before, but when I first started on the forum I knew you were one of the harder members to impress. I know I don't fit the mold of the typical
Broke Straight Boys model, but Im happy that I got to share my story with you.
Thank you Ian. It does get tricky when I know that the models read the forum, but I still feel that we have to express our honest opinions of the models and the scenes, without being nasty or mean. Keep in mind that sexual desires and therefore porn is so very subjective as each guy and girl have their own sensibilities as to what is "hot" and what turns them on.
It is true that at the beginning I looked at you as another of the current "pansexual" models who have replaced the more traditionally "straight" type models that usually turn me on and for whom I joined this site, "lo those many years ago".
You are a very handsome young man with the kind of body that totally turns me on, but after watching porn in my own home, for all these years since the VCR became common, over thirty years ago I've become very discriminating in what I watch. It is no reflection on you, but just in what my brain is turned on by.
But through your wonderful, introspective video blogs, I now see you as a three dimensional person, and not just another pretty naked body who has sex on camera, and I look at you in a whole different light. In my mind, you are now a teenager who might live in my neighborhood or might have attended high school with my nephew, or a kid who worked after school at the business that I used to manage. Knowing you as a person, knowing about your school life and your family life, plus the fact that you are so damn hot has now made me a fan of your work, even though your scenes are not what I am usually attracted to.
As an example, after watching your current video blog, and you mentioned about taking a load of cum in your mouth from Tristan, I just watched that scene for the first time, and was turned on, as I saw "my" Ian performing and I got a voyeuristic thrill watching you, as you are not just another nameless, "pretty" porn star, but instead a guy that I feel like I know, and who I care about.