Wow what an interview

[BSBZenoKostas]

Zeno Kostas, please accept my heartfelt condolences over the passing of your brother. I have lost many loved ones, particularly my most precious wife, our only child, two siblings, and one of my godsons, so I can relate with how your heart is twisted with the angst of mourning. And as you know, I counsel seniors who have recently lost loved ones and are unable to cope.
Zeno Kostas, I am a movie buff. If you recall, I am in the same side profession as JohnnyBluMedia is with Broke Straight Boys inasmuch as I produce/direct videos for various persons and reasons. One thing I learned most invaluable from ET - THE EXTRATERRESTRIAL is when ET points to Elliott's forehead and says, "I'll be right here." Hold onto your brother in your heart, and he will never leave your soul.
And one more thing, if you shall permit me - not to harp on your grief: When a person loses a loved one, he goes into a period of moUrning. When you remove the U from moUrning, you have a brand new MORNING. Take all the time you need, my friend. Know your fans - your REAL fans - are right here, waiting beside you as long as you need. And if you choose not to see what you are doing on here through, you will have disappointed NO ONE.
Peace, my friend. If you ever want to talk, you can PM me on here. I am ever at your service.
Spanks, Zeno Kostas
Cheers.
Jack

wow jack that is truly sentimental and touching. I love what you have said here. Never have I had someone put it to me in that type of manor. I LOVE IT.
I love what you have said here about the bright and beautiful "MORNING" it is soooo true. I am always going to remember this and I hope you don't me using this saying in the future when trying to help others through similar situations.

Jack I had no idea that you had lost not only your wife but your lovely child as well. Losing a spouse is tragic enough but no parent should ever have to go through losing a child. I Feel for you my friend, and will keep you in my thoughts.

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

Zeno Kostas, you are not stupid. I am certain you can deduce this for yourself. After all, this is no OMEN and you are no EXORCIST.

Jack I truly have no idea. I haven't been around long enough to hear such a thing. Please share.

 

[peterh6308]

Jack I truly have no idea. I haven't been around long enough to hear such a thing. Please share.

Just ignore it, he's talking shit about Damien!!!

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

Just ignore it, he's talking shit about Damien!!!

ahh i see. I guess that happens from time to time.
I guess he is referring to a scene with paul

 

[Beth]

I think that it is safe for me to now tell you all that the death in the family was in fact my older brother.
My brother was my mentor, my support, and my protector. His death really destroyed me, and since it is still a touching subject and at the time of the interview I didn't want to share such an intimate thing with the world.
But now that the interview has been released I think it is ok to share this.

I am so sorry. I send you good thoughts and hope that each day brings a little less pain.

 

[Ash Parker]

Just finished watching the interview. This was the first time I'd watched a 'behind the scenes'/'interview' and I thought it was a good 'through the keyhole' look into your life, Zeno Kostas.

Really sorry to hear about the tragedy in your family, and then to learn through catching up on the last few pages here just who that family member was that you were referring to, just so very sad. As a man of faith myself, I know how a personal tragedy can make you question your own beliefs and can cause you to turn your back. Seeing how important your faith is to you and how strong it, in part, seems to have helped make you, I'm glad you managed to have your faith restored.

Sounds very much like you and your girlfriend are very good for each other and I hope that continues.

Best wishes, man!

 

[Ash Parker]

Oh, and Zeno Kostas, if you do branch out into straight porn in the future, you need to let me know! lol

 

[tampa24]

I think that it is safe for me to now tell you all that the death in the family was in fact my older brother.
My brother was my mentor, my support, and my protector. His death really destroyed me, and since it is still a touching subject and at the time of the interview I didn't want to share such an intimate thing with the world.
But now that the interview has been released I think it is ok to share this.

Again Zeno Kostas, I'm very for your loss. I can only imagine how difficult that was and is for you and your family. Your brother may not be in the physical plane of existence now. But he is still alive and well...and I'm sure he's with you in his own way. Christ proved for all of us that nothing they could do to his physical body (no matter how brutal) could ever destroy or harm who he really was at all. And so it goes for all of God's beloved children. Our divine birthright assures us of eternal life and our Father's eternal love.

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

I am so sorry. I send you good thoughts and hope that each day brings a little less pain.

Thanks Beth. Yes every day makes it a little better. Time does heal the soul.
I don't make it the focal point of my life though. I refuse to stay fixated on. If I did, the pain would never leave.

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

Just finished watching the interview. This was the first time I'd watched a 'behind the scenes'/'interview' and I thought it was a good 'through the keyhole' look into your life, Zeno Kostas.

Really sorry to hear about the tragedy in your family, and then to learn through catching up on the last few pages here just who that family member was that you were referring to, just so very sad. As a man of faith myself, I know how a personal tragedy can make you question your own beliefs and can cause you to turn your back. Seeing how important your faith is to you and how strong it, in part, seems to have helped make you, I'm glad you managed to have your faith restored.

Sounds very much like you and your girlfriend are very good for each other and I hope that continues.

Best wishes, man!

Awesome!
I am really really happy that you were able to view it. You made it happen lol
Now I'm curious as to weather or not you had a chance to view my scene with JJ? I hope you have

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

Oh, and Zeno Kostas, if you do branch out into straight porn in the future, you need to let me know! lol

Oh really??
Would you view that as well? Do you mix it up between gay and straight porn?

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

Again Zeno Kostas, I'm very for your loss. I can only imagine how difficult that was and is for you and your family. Your brother may not be in the physical plane of existence now. But he is still alive and well...and I'm sure he's with you in his own way. Christ proved for all of us that nothing they could do to his physical body (no matter how brutal) could ever destroy or harm who he really was at all. And so it goes for all of God's beloved children. Our divine birthright assures us of eternal life and our Father's eternal love.

Wow Tampa I am taken by your words of compassion and of your knowledge. Shows me that you do have a strong faith as well. I love the mention of our "birth right" I am really big on this outlook. To me there are many things that fall into this category though.

 

[Ash Parker]

Awesome!
I am really really happy that you were able to view it. You made it happen lol
Now I'm curious as to weather or not you had a chance to view my scene with JJ? I hope you have

I saw your scene with JJ a couple of hours before I watched your interview and have commented on the other thread. As if I'd miss it!lol

 

[Ash Parker]

Oh really??
Would you view that as well? Do you mix it up between gay and straight porn?

I identify myself as gay now but that wasn't always the case. And in porn,if I happen to think a particular model is hot,and that model produces scenes with guys and scenes with girls then I would definitely watch both!

 

[joninliverton]

Hi Zeno Kostas - Still not had time to see your interview, but you blow job scene was good.

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

I identify myself as gay now but that wasn't always the case. And in porn,if I happen to think a particular model is hot,and that model produces scenes with guys and scenes with girls then I would definitely watch both!

I like your style

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

Glad to hear you liked the scene with JJ.
Hope you've had a chance to see the interview now.

 

[joninliverton]

Glad to hear you liked the scene with JJ.
Hope you've had a chance to see the interview now.

I watched the interview before work this morning. I think it's important to realise that you've now made the decision to make gay porn AND, like any other internet related subject, your films will be all over the world. So it's pointless thinking about who will think of this and that back home - you have to get on with now. I applaud your bravery but sometimes when you have a wife or gf and a kid, you have to balance things out. Just saying and being honest.

 

[nobelegg]

Glad to hear you liked the scene with JJ.
Hope you've had a chance to see the interview now.

It bothered me such an incredible scene did not receive many reviews on the Scenes page. I suppose people have their reasons.

 

[betudidntknow]

Don't ask me why....I am driving to work...for whatever reason, I am still picturing Zeno Kostas's interview in my mind. I am thinking about how his girl friend texted him just to let him know she's thinking about him...it actually gave me a nice feeling.....at the same time, this song comes on the radio...haven't heard this in forever....but

, The "irony" for me was Broke Straight Boys, Back Street Boys, the timing, and the particular song, "My love is all I have to give." And, it really went down just like that! (Scarey.....)