Love you more Colin!
I just wanted to give some observations on some of your answers. Perhaps you will want to respond further on some of them. But of course that's up to you.

And I realize you are busy and away from home. It also boggles my mind that some people (like you) are having to type out these long posts on telephones. That would drive me insane! LOL
On #1. I'm amazed that you thought that you could handle performing gay sex. Given the fact that you used to be homophobic and all. Let alone performing gay sex acts on camera.
On #2. I had no idea that Nikki was not in the picture when you started BSB. You got married fast! haha
On #4. Holy crap!
Thank you Clay! Six hours... Clay is a miracle worker! Who would have blamed Clay if he had spent an hour or two working with you and finally said something like, "I know you're a good guy and all.. And you tried. I'm sorry... But this isn't working out. You're obviously not cut out for this line of work. So I'll get you on a plane back home in the morning."
Just imagine what we all would have missed out on (including Colin of course!) if Clay had just given up on him. Clay must have some secret Jedi mind control powers.

LOL I wonder if he could coach some of us opposite sex virgins into having sex with women. Hmm... haha
On #7 and #8. They sound a little contradictory. I guess you're saying that you are modest in person...like lockerrooms, public showers and changing rooms...but you enjoy the feeling of exhibitionism being naked on film?
On #6. Kodi likes wrestling. Maybe you two could put on singlets and give us an erotic play wrestling warmup to a scene. A guy can dream. Right? haha
Thank you for being so open about yourself and your life Colin. It just gives your adopted Fam more reasons to love you. I remember how blown away you were by all the attention in the beginning. You thought you were just an ordinary guy living an ordinary but happy life in the beautiful land of California. Hopefully by now you know that we feel you are a very special man living a very happy life. You honor us Colin by allowing us vicariously into part of that life. XO