Where have I been?.... The answer inside...

[stowe1]

I am sorry that I am upsetting everyone but I am still very much a part of Broke Straight Boys I would like for things to be different but at this time on film is not where I want to be. You all have been wonderful and I hope that you continue to show the same support you showed me toward our new faces.

I have had the opportunity to meet and work with Blake Bennet who is a rather cool kid and I can see that you all have taking a liking to him as well. But like I said I am not going anywhere. I will be here helping to bring you all new and exciting videos and please feel free to drop me a line anytime.

Chad - we are not upset in a negative way, just that we will miss seeing you on screen. And not just because of your awesome sexiness and sensuality. We'll miss your winning personality and million dollar smile - the picture Ms. K posted says it all. But all of your fans are happy that you are moving ahead in life and wish all the best for you as you tread the path of life.


__________________

 

[Chad_BSB]

Sometimes I wonder
How I'd ever make it through,
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue

'Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me,
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in,
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you, baby
And everything's alright,
everything's alright

When I see you smile
I can face the world, oh oh,
you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light, oh oh,
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Oh yeah, baby when I see you smile at me

Baby there's nothing in this world
that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew

And when the rain is falling
I don't feel it,
'cause you're here with me now
And one look at you baby
Is all I'll ever need,
you're all I'll ever need

 

[tampa24]

Thanks for that Chad. For some of your biggest fans this will take a little longer to come to terms with. You have no more scenes in the can and there won't be more. What is posted in the library is your final resume in modeling. We'll have to accept your decision.

I still say that your skills and beauty were taken for granted. You were asked to carry about 80% of the scene with 2 models in a row who were not motivated to perform a scene anyone would want to watch. It was all on you. All the other 2 models really cared about was getting to the "money shot" so they could get paid. Then right after those 2 scenes you announce your immediate retirement from filming. As I say...it's sad. Especially for your many fans.

While I still very much enjoy the reluctant straight model premise of the site, the last scene with Cliff might have held more value as an investment if he had gone on to do bigger things through your guidance. Yet I suspect that he was just a flash in the pan and we won't see him again. Maybe I'm wrong. And if so, maybe Cliff still has potential.

I really am very happy for you Chad that you have a more steady and reliable full-time job now. Or at least I hope it's full-time. Maybe you've been able to quit your day job? LOL Since you have a degree it would seem that you are/were pretty underutilized behind a concession stand.

I hope that you are happy doing work behind the camera, that they are treating you well and that you are an asset to their team. What I'm really hoping though is that this has ben one of those big moves in life that we all must face by our late teens or early 20's. The one after we graduate college or high school and where we have to decide what we are going to do with ourselves after the minimum wage jobs stop cutting it anymore.

The moment of decision comes when we have to decide if we will stay in the part-time low wage (but honorable and honest) jobs...or if we are going to take the plunge and take on a full-time job that pays far more, but also carries alot more grown-up responsibilities. It's hard to do when you have to let go of the free time and leisure that you already have. There's the realization that some friendships and many favorite daily routines will fall to the side.

But we also have to think that more money is certainly a good thing. Sometimes a career move to full-time means alot more money. We think that health insurance is probably a good thing, even if we are currently very healthy. We think that maybe sick time and paid vacation is probably a nice benefit to have also.

It's comforting to know that we might still see you at some events. Or even in some BTS vids maybe? It would be especially nice though if you could post in the forum now and then so that we might be able to keep up with how you're doing. Best wishes Chad. I hope we might be able to meet in person one day. But if that should never happen, please know that I wish you a very happy life.

 

[mikeyank]

I congratulate you Chad, for getting a full time job, working behind the scenes for this site. As you probably know, this move is not unprecedented here, as Tyler who was one of the most popular models ever on Broke Straight Boys, made the same move.

Being a porn model is not a career for all, some because of their lack of physical qualifications, but you are obviously more than qualified in looks and personality. But I do believe that it takes a certain kind of person to be comfortable getting naked and having gay sex over and over again, to be watched by folks all over the world.

I'm not putting down filming porn in any way, as I sure enjoy watching hot guys like Kodi, Scott, Jimmy, Rocco and Bobby among others here on Broke Straight Boys-2. But even if I had any of their looks when I was their age, I could not have done it. I applaud you Chad for taking good advantage of your youth and beauty and being a gay porn model, but I certainly can understand your decision to retire after a brief career.

We had some beautiful guys on Broke Straight Boys-1 who did a few shoots and moved on with their lives. Alden, from Alden and Robert, and Logan come to mind, but there were others too. You are only young once, and everything that you do is part of your life experience, and will be helpful to you some day in some way.

Thanks for being such a wonderful, kind, sweet guy, who has charmed the pants off of some of my favorite forumites. And I'm glad that you will be with us on the site, into the future. I admire you and congratulate you on your decision, and your new career.

 

[BrokeStraightBoys]

Sometimes I wonder
How I'd ever make it through,
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue

'Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me,
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in,
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you, baby
And everything's alright,
everything's alright

When I see you smile
I can face the world, oh oh,
you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light, oh oh,
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Oh yeah, baby when I see you smile at me

Baby there's nothing in this world
that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew

And when the rain is falling
I don't feel it,
'cause you're here with me now
And one look at you baby
Is all I'll ever need,
you're all I'll ever need

Love it Chad, great song and lyrics. I know it sucks for the members here that you won't be doing anymore shoots but I'm happy to have you a part of the team.

Mark

 

[Chad_BSB]

Thanks Mark!! I am happy to be part of the team.

 

[Bartly9]

I have razor blades POISED at my wrists!! KIDDING... well I would if Derrick was leaving... No offense to Chad who is my strong second!

 

[garych7]

What changes?

Wish the best to Chad and all that good stuff; but, not to sure seeing any improved changes...movies have been ho-hum for the most part...porn is porn, I guess, to a degree, but seemed to be more creativity when Chad was in front of the cover and not behind it.

 

[Top4bottom]

Chad for real? I have been waiting patiently for you to come out. Perhaps teaming with Kodi in a flip flop scene or with Caleb. Can you give it one more shot for your minions?

 

[Top4bottom]

Congrats

Chad for selfish reasons I was hoping for another scene from you. But in retrospect I can understand you making your decision. I wish you the best of luck and I will continue to send you a shout out on the forum. Take care!

 

[samm4545]

Chad I'm sad that Ms. K is the only person who gets to text you.... You were well on your way to getting all of us to like BSB2.....FINALLY, BUT, you had to leave...that sucks. As a bi-curious male, I don't typically get all sappy, and most people on here think that I am negative and cynical, but in all actuality I am just very critical about anything I spend my money on, and at the end of the day, I just miss the old Broke Straight Boys, great models, good times......and I NEVER thought I would say this, as annoying as he was and fake-ish....I miss hearing Davids voice. Chad you really did almost get me to like this place again......looks like Ms. K is the lucky one.

 

[Ms. Kianna]

Chad I'm sad that Ms. K is the only person who gets to text you.... You were well on your way to getting all of us to like BSB2.....FINALLY, BUT, you had to leave...that sucks. As a bi-curious male, I don't typically get all sappy, and most people on here think that I am negative and cynical, but in all actuality I am just very critical about anything I spend my money on, and at the end of the day, I just miss the old Broke Straight Boys, great models, good times......and I NEVER thought I would say this, as annoying as he was and fake-ish....I miss hearing Davids voice. Chad you really did almost get me to like this place again......looks like Ms. K is the lucky one.

Oh Samm, I understand your pain. I like you so much, I thought about sharing CHAD with you...........But, I am just not the sharing kind.

He promised we would be him in some BTS's though.

 

[cumrag27]

Putting a smile on your face once again!

Wish the best to Chad and all that good stuff; but, not to sure seeing any improved changes...movies have been ho-hum for the most part...porn is porn, I guess, to a degree, but seemed to be more creativity when Chad was in front of the cover and not behind it.

Dear garch7,

I know of what you speak, with CHAD'S beaming smile and wantering eyes all the while liking what he was seeing. That devilish smile of CHAD was sexy beyond proportion but just as irresistable at the same time. There is a nationwide "charisma" shortage that is as habit-forming as anything on this earth can be!

To borrow a saying from Bill Clinton, "I feel your pain"! That is a nice way of acknowledging your "blue balls" just about ready to explode. Oh go ahead, give yourself a hand and put a smile on your face!! Think about it as a proper way of giving CHAD his due. I am sure you would have put a smile on his face too!


Sincerely feeling your cum-laden blue balls,


Stimpy

 

[tampa24]

Oh Samm, I understand your pain. I like you so much, ...

We all feel your pain Samm. I don't think you're being cynical or negative for expressing opinions over something you are spending money on. I understand your not being happy about losing Chad so soon. While not all the models have been stellar recently they have also had a few very bright spots. For me I'd include Blake, Kodi, Colin, Jason and a few others. It (Broke Straight Boys-2) hasn't been all bad. Some of the models we have in here amazing. (Even if we do have to live without more of Chad.) And we are seeing less of the more controversial model(s). That's a positive sign of better things to come.

 

[tampa24]

Wish the best to Chad and all that good stuff; but, not to sure seeing any improved changes...movies have been ho-hum for the most part...porn is porn, I guess, to a degree, but seemed to be more creativity when Chad was in front of the cover and not behind it.

Dear garch7,

I know of what you speak, with CHAD'S beaming smile and wantering eyes all the while liking what he was seeing. That devilish smile of CHAD was sexy beyond proportion but just as irresistable at the same time. There is a nationwide "charisma" shortage that is as habit-forming as anything on this earth can be!

I agree with both of you Gary and Stimpy. As for improved changes I have seen alot of good new ideas being used. I think the reason that things have not taken off faster lately is because the quality and looks of the models (with several notable exceptions) has not been in sync with the direction they are striving for. A quick look at the first of the "Episodes" pages that list the last 15 videos, does not show us very many models to go crazy over. There are a few gold nuggets in there to be sure. But sometimes their scene partners are only 10 carat in comparison.

With the solos sprinkled in there it's very hard to say if they have personality and charisma that will catapult them into Broke Straight Boys stardom. The new layout and the format of the scenes that Mark, Clay and the whole team have started is quite good I feel. As it happens though it came right at a time when the quality of the models being hired had slipped. We also lost Chad. Then Colin had to stop filming for a while. So any new model had some big shoes to fill. Once they get the hiring and vetting of new models back in line with the quality of the scenes they are shooting...the sky's the limit. IMHO

 

[Chad_BSB]

Just stopped in to say hello. Hope that everyone is doing well. It has been a few months since I stopped doing films and I am sure that by now you have all found a replacement for me. We have some new guys that I see becoming very popular. Kodi and Blake to name two. However for all those who don't already know, I will be at the Denver pride event in June and will be appearing in some behind the scenes footage. So if you want to get a chance to meet me in person come to Denver. I miss you Ms. K!!!

 

[jayshaw]

Chad, I could never find a replacement for you. I still miss seeing you in scenes. Wish you would do one for all of us who miss you so much.

 

[another1]

there are always new guys.
even if someone were to capture my attention, no one will ever replace you.
glad to hear the schedule for pride is coming together.
won't mind are you going to be in long beach, in may?

 

[Ms. Kianna]

Just stopped in to say hello. Hope that everyone is doing well. It has been a few months since I stopped doing films and I am sure that by now you have all found a replacement for me. We have some new guys that I see becoming very popular. Kodi and Blake to name two. However for all those who don't already know, I will be at the Denver pride event in June and will be appearing in some behind the scenes footage. So if you want to get a chance to meet me in person come to Denver. I miss you Ms. K!!!

I miss you too, CHAD! The best new guy, can only be second place.........

Only Denver?

 

[Chad_BSB]

I am not 100% Sure. I may be at the Atlanta pride event but I will have to see if Long Beach is doable. I will try my best to be there if you are Ms. K