When was the first moment you knew you were gay?

[tampa24]

A story from me

From age 2.5-5 my dad went to other country to pirsue his master degree so basically my mom raised me by herself. I don't really have a man figure in my life, i can't play with my male cousins cause they were on other level (economy wise and playstation was a thing, and i was in not so rich family), i also don't like physical games, i was into reading book about animals, dinosaur, etc (until now) and i qas surrounded my female all the time.

By the time i was in 2nd or 3rd grade, i had a bestfriends (1 boy his name was mike and his sister, and my girl who i befriend until now and we live close, basically like sister), and as a boy we (me and mike) sometimes took a shower together and i always looked at him fascinated. And from that point onward i knew i like guy cause idk i was gay or not at that time.

Fast forward to the end year of junior high going to 1st year of senior high i met my first bf (i REFUSE to call him my ex cause it's just so bad and weird). And at that point i knew i was gay.

But nope! On my 2nd year of college i fell in love with a girl BUT i didn't believe myself that i actually was able to had thatt kind of feeling towards opposite sex. But up until now i can't describe what my orientation is, at least what i can say is i'm not straight.

Overall that is my really short story about me

Thanks for sharing all that Mediarahan!

 

[mikeyank]

A story from me

From age 2.5-5 my dad went to other country to pirsue his master degree so basically my mom raised me by herself. I don't really have a man figure in my life, i can't play with my male cousins cause they were on other level (economy wise and playstation was a thing, and i was in not so rich family), i also don't like physical games, i was into reading book about animals, dinosaur, etc (until now) and i qas surrounded my female all the time.

By the time i was in 2nd or 3rd grade, i had a bestfriends (1 boy his name was mike and his sister, and my girl who i befriend until now and we live close, basically like sister), and as a boy we (me and mike) sometimes took a shower together and i always looked at him fascinated. And from that point onward i knew i like guy cause idk i was gay or not at that time.

Fast forward to the end year of junior high going to 1st year of senior high i met my first bf (i REFUSE to call him my ex cause it's just so bad and weird). And at that point i knew i was gay.

But nope! On my 2nd year of college i fell in love with a girl BUT i didn't believe myself that i actually was able to had thatt kind of feeling towards opposite sex. But up until now i can't describe what my orientation is, at least what i can say is i'm not straight.

Overall that is my really short story about me

Thanks for sharing your story Med. I still think that the best tool to describe human sexuality that I'm familiar with is the Kinsey Scale. And in reality, it is not necessary for anyone to define their sexuality with a word like gay or straight. I know I am a Kinsey 6, (totally gay) as I've never had any sexual interest in a female, but many people are fluid with their sexuality. The important thing is to be able to freely express our sexuality as repressing who we are is very unhealthy.

 

[mikeyank]

One more point on the Kinsey Scale. My favorite Broke Straight Boys models in history and today are Kinsey 1's or even 2's, as a true Kinsey 0 would NEVER consider gay sex as a way to make money. They would rather flip burgers, dig ditches, wash dishes or a ton of other things before they would get naked and have sex with another guy. I know this from my own feelings as a Kinsey 6. I could never have engaged with a female for money, no matter how badly I needed the money. That's why "mostly" straight guys, who live a straight lifestyle off camera are my favorites to watch on Broke Straight Boys

 

[Jaybifla]

One more point on the Kinsey Scale. My favorite Broke Straight Boys models in history and today are Kinsey 1's or even 2's, as a true Kinsey 0 would NEVER consider gay sex as a way to make money. They would rather flip burgers, dig ditches, wash dishes or a ton of other things before they would get naked and have sex with another guy. I know this from my own feelings as a Kinsey 6. I could never have engaged with a female for money, no matter how badly I needed the money. That's why "mostly" straight guys, who live a straight lifestyle off camera are my favorites to watch on Broke Straight Boys

I agree. I have had sex with females (2) during my teenage years, but it always felt awkward and unnatural. I could never imagine that now. And my hat goes off to these guys on Broke Straight Boys who are able to have sex with someone they normally wouldn’t for money. I couldn’t do it either, Mikey. Hell, I’m even particular about the men I am intimate with. For example, gloryholes. God bless you if that is your thing and there is no judgement here. However, I am not sticking my dick in a hole without knowing who’s on the other side...lol. And I’m certainly not sucking a dick without knowing who the dick belongs to. They gotta be cute. Don’t judge me..LOL

 

[elyot1]

I agree. I have had sex with females (2) during my teenage years, but it always felt awkward and unnatural. I could never imagine that now. And my hat goes off to these guys on Broke Straight Boys who are able to have sex with someone they normally wouldn’t for money. I couldn’t do it either, Mikey. Hell, I’m even particular about the men I am intimate with. For example, gloryholes. God bless you if that is your thing and there is no judgement here. However, I am not sticking my dick in a hole without knowing who’s on the other side...lol. And I’m certainly not sucking a dick without knowing who the dick belongs to. They gotta be cute. Don’t judge me..LOL

So when did you know you were gay, Jaybifla? At what point? What moment made you really know you were gay?

 

[Jaybifla]

So when did you know you were gay, Jaybifla? At what point? What moment made you really know you were gay?

Well I always knew I was different from a very early age. Like 7 or 8. I was in third grade and had a very best friend that I adored and was very jealous of other boys getting near him...lol. My mom has pictures of a school field trip we went on and I’m holding hands with this boy in a few of the pictures. I also remember asking my grandmother to help me write a letter to my aunt, who lived out of state, and ask her to send me Playgirl magazines so I could look at other naked men. I was probably 10 when this happened. I guess I felt it was something I should be secretive about which is why I asked my grandmother, my dad’s mom, to help and not my mother. My mother and her side of the family were very religious. I guess around this age is when I started hanging out with another kid my age and we started doing little things here and there. He taught me how to masturbate. But I still never put the “gay” title on myself until I was out of high school. I did have little flings with guys through out my high school years, but I also had girlfriends. I guess I was just trying to fit in most of all. One girl I dated was the prettiest girl in the whole school, and every boy wanted her, including the boy I wanted...lol. I had a few flings with boys after high school up until about the time I was 22 and had my first relationship with a guy. I think that’s when I finally started to come out to people and actually say, “I am gay”. I can’t imagine how my story would be if I were a kid growing up today. I’m sure I’d be a whore if I were in High School now. But I guess you could say I was 22 when I officially admitted to myself and came out to most people. However, I’ve always known most of my life that I was attracted to boys.

I’m sorry I don’t have any really juicy stories to tell of my teenage years. I do feel like I cheated myself out of some fun when I was trying so hard to fit in and have girlfriends. Those girlfriends knew I was gay too, BTW. I think they just liked hanging out with me and having sex..lol.

 

[Mediarahan]

Thanks for sharing your story Med. I still think that the best tool to describe human sexuality that I'm familiar with is the Kinsey Scale. And in reality, it is not necessary for anyone to define their sexuality with a word like gay or straight. I know I am a Kinsey 6, (totally gay) as I've never had any sexual interest in a female, but many people are fluid with their sexuality. The important thing is to be able to freely express our sexuality as repressing who we are is very unhealthy.

Maybe 4? Idk ahaha i'm just too afraid to come out for many reason

 

[Repareur]

Maybe 4? Idk ahaha i'm just too afraid to come out for many reason

No one here says anyone has to come out. You do what is safe and comfortable for you. I’m glad you are hear and enjoy the site and chat. I’m not sure where you are but there are some very scary repressive places in the world where being gay can be dangerous. I don’t know if that’s you case or it’s just very taboo where you are. But thanks for sharing your story.

 

[Repareur]

I’m sorry I don’t have any really juicy stories to tell of my teenage years. I do feel like I cheated myself out of some fun when I was trying so hard to fit in and have girlfriends. Those girlfriends knew I was gay too, BTW. I think they just liked hanging out with me and having sex..lol.

Jay, I feel the same way. I knew I was gay in high school but I saw how the few out guys were treated and I was scared to death of being labeled although I’m sure many people suspected I might be gay. I turned down lots of opportunities because I didn’t want hard evidence I was really gay in my high school. But now I realize I should have just been a slut. I don’t know or keep up with any of them except my girlfriend/best friend who followed me to Texas because she wanted to marry me.

 

[peterh6308]

I never really saw a bunch of naked guys together until my first after P.E. shower in junior high. I knew right away I was interested in more than looking!!

 

[StudddAndy]

I never really saw a bunch of naked guys together until my first after P.E. shower in junior high. I knew right away I was interested in more than looking!!

I had had a lot of sex with guys before I got to Junior High, but Damn. That first time in the shower with those naked guys was a definining moment in life life. Without any good labels, I certainly knew I was interested!

Top. Bottom. Suck. Being Sucked. Kissed. Being fucked. Being fucked without being kissed. That made me versatile.

I feel sorry for people who go through life with NO gay sexual experiences.

 

[Repareur]

I never really saw a bunch of naked guys together until my first after P.E. shower in junior high. I knew right away I was interested in more than looking!!

Peter I know there is a great deal more to share. To quote Paul Harvey, what’s the rest of the story?

 

[tampa24]

For example, gloryholes. God bless you if that is your thing and there is no judgement here. However, I am not sticking my dick in a hole without knowing who’s on the other side...lol. And I’m certainly not sucking a dick without knowing who the dick belongs to. They gotta be cute. Don’t judge me..LOL

I'm so with you on that Jay. I need time to decide if I will have sex with someone I meet face to face. I couldn't bring myself to suck or be sucked off with another person sight unseen. I would just feel gross.

 

[kgmets]

I had had a lot of sex with guys before I got to Junior High, but Damn. That first time in the shower with those naked guys was a definining moment in life life. Without any good labels, I certainly knew I was interested!

Top. Bottom. Suck. Being Sucked. Kissed. Being fucked. Being fucked without being kissed. That made me versatile.

I feel sorry for people who go through life with NO gay sexual experiences.

Showers in school gym classes and post football team practices were hot. My technique was to get half hard and not totally hard as I got the credit for having a big dick, but not the stigma of having a rock hard cock in the middle of the gym showers. It did work.

 

[BrokeStraightBoys]

This is so hard to answer because I really don't remember "the moment" hehe. I know I always had crushes when I was young but I dated a girl when I was 17-18.

 

[Mediarahan]

No one here says anyone has to come out. You do what is safe and comfortable for you. I’m glad you are hear and enjoy the site and chat. I’m not sure where you are but there are some very scary repressive places in the world where being gay can be dangerous. I don’t know if that’s you case or it’s just very taboo where you are. But thanks for sharing your story.

Wy home country is dangerous for gay or any lgbtq, my parents hate lgbtq stuff not hate hate but mildy...

I have zero gay friends when i grow up, no friends to confide if i have guy problems, etc. So yeah that's the story Rep

 

[Repareur]

Wy home country is dangerous for gay or any lgbtq, my parents hate lgbtq stuff not hate hate but mildy...

I have zero gay friends when i grow up, no friends to confide if i have guy problems, etc. So yeah that's the story Rep

I’m glad you have your gay friends here. I don’t have many gay friends anymore. None in our town. I enjoy getting to associate with my gay friends here.

 

[peterh6308]

I had had a lot of sex with guys before I got to Junior High, but Damn. That first time in the shower with those naked guys was a definining moment in life life. Without any good labels, I certainly knew I was interested!

Top. Bottom. Suck. Being Sucked. Kissed. Being fucked. Being fucked without being kissed. That made me versatile.

I feel sorry for people who go through life with NO gay sexual experiences.

Whore lolololol

 

[Mediarahan]

I’m glad you have your gay friends here. I don’t have many gay friends anymore. None in our town. I enjoy getting to associate with my gay friends here.

Here in the forum ?

 

[StudddAndy]

Whore lolololol

I've REALLY loved being a whore my whole life.

I had this brother who was movie star handsome and had this big dick, and he'd even make me have sex with women! There are things I should be ashamed of, but I'm such a whore, I'm not ashamed.