perversely disappointed in paradise.
6 months ago when i started this thread, i was near depression.
i wonder what to do. wishing to meet in person my favorite model and finding that things are not as easy as i would want, i remembered a boy i met who gave me his number. i wondered whether i should make contact or not! the be end of it all is that i did make contact.
i valued the input i got from loving forumites. the advice and experiences shared with me helped to shape my course of action.
the past 6 months have been the happiest time of my life.
i taped a behind the scenes interview with two of my favorite models/performers/people! blake and jason
i bet on horses, won money (and lost money), watched concerts, went to movies, watched football (american), got drunk, had great cookout, learned i had a form of blood cancer, watched friends rise to high office, spent time with the most wonder person i have ever met.
i want to thank all those whose words make it possible for me to be here able to say, thank you!
jason mentioned that when we met in san diego i seemed to be floating high. it was a combination of making connect with my friend and seeing sha, jason and blake again. of course, it was just another day in paradise. visiting angels and the promise of even better is the life in paradise.
perversely disappointed, the mayan were misinterpeted!
having had the best 6 months of my life could it get any better!?