I forgot to mention to everyone before the hail of gun fire caused by my last scenes on
Broke Straight Boys, I officially retired in the middle of December. I hope this will at least allow many of those who are angry, to find a little bit of good in the situation.
The solo and my scene with
Kodi are the only one's you have to suffer through LOL
But for those who still like me on
College Dudes, here is my last scene:
Tom Faulk Fucks Rob Ryder
My dearest Rob,
Go to your earlier thread to see my post containing how I feel about you. I am just too devastated by this news to retype it. But I will add the following:
I'm a 70 year old gay man who came out 24 years ago after having been married for 22 years. I was 47 at the time and while already too old in gay years, fortunately I looked quite a bit younger so I had more than my fair share of openly man on man sex. During my closeted years most of my sex was obviously clandestine and because of that with hustlers and trade the vast majority of whom were straight. There were times when I used escort services and even there a lot of straight guys worked, although I could specify gay guys if I wanted. Thus most of my pre-coming out man on man sex was with straight guys. Even after I came out, while I had man sex with more gay guys, I generally preferred straight guys because of all my years doing them, but by that time I had relationships with some of them and money was no longer involved. And I ended up my last active years with one guy whom I met as a hustler but he gave up that life, got married, had a kid, but we were still lovers.
So now I'm old and tired and as old as Methusaleh in gay years. So it's internet porn for me to satisfy my need for sexual gratification. And I found cdudes and
Broke Straight Boys and joined last April, actually joining cdudes a few days or weeks before
Broke Straight Boys And on cdudes I found you, Rob. I watched every scene one after the other. And have continued to do so. I loved when you started posting on this forum and I loved all the bts scenes. Yes, it may sound pathetic for an old man, but I had a crush on you,
Rob Ryder. I fantasized having sex with you even though most of your scenes were as a bottom and I'm a big 'ole confirmed bottom. Because the one thing I know is that some of the best sex I've had with gay guys is with guys who started out as bottoms but then topped, because they know what a bottom likes. And I figured performing as great a bottom as you did and being straight as well, I could only imagine what it would feel like getting fucked by you.
But now you leave us and my heart is heavy yet happy. Heavy because we will no longer have any new scenes from you especially on cdudes where we have lost so many of the really good guys, e.g. Jack and Carter just to name two. But I'm happy for you because you are taking the next path down your road of life and it is one that I'm sure will be a great part of your life. You knew this job wasn't going to be your life's work but if music is your passion I hope it turns out that music can be.
I hope there is some way you can arrange with Mark to stay in touch with us on the forum to let us know how your music career is progressing.
While I have never met you personally, I feel a real sense of loss with your leaving. But Rob, don't leave thinking you do so on a sour note. Take the criticism here with a grain of salt. What you MUST rermember is that you gave countless hours of great performances which made many people, myself at the top of the list, for whatever their reasons, very happy.
Now to my best of
Rob Ryder's scenes: Your last scene with Tom Faulk was very good, but here are my choices ( and it was hard because all of yours are great):
Best raw sex scene: You and Scott Isaac (2nd: You and Cole)
Best erotically romantic scene: You and Jack Griffin
Best cdudes outtake: You and Jack Griffin shooting balls at your assholes. (I also like the Christmas egg nog foreskins outtakes with you, Carter,
Logan, and Hayden.) These have both been taken down - do you happen to know why?
Best
Broke Straight Boys BTS episodes: All of yours. Your personality really came through in these.
I will miss your performances for sure, but I will miss most the
Rob Ryder from those BTS episodes. For there we saw as close to the real person you are.
Hail and farewell my dear Rob.
Love,
stowe1
P.S. Please go to the previous thread you posted to see how I feel about you as an actor.
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