Dearest BLAKE,
Take care and know how much I appreciate the life you have injected back into the forum. I hope this will make up somewhat for our initial misunderstanding we had when you first blessed us with your presence.
Sincerely as a friend,
Stimpy
I will take everything into consideration that you have told me, its important that i know the good and the bad so that i am not ignorant towards what i could be feeling.. so thank you.
But maybe you could lie to me a little bit so as to not instill in my head that its not going to work... lol cuz it important that this stops, its not just physical, its mental too. so if i have people telling me its not going to work.. it probably wont, and if they keep saying bad things will happen, my brain will make it so.. its the Placebo effect.
I do really appreciate your concerns, lol the doctor told me all that and more.. i assure you..
gotta have a little faith in medicine, its what saves lives, not perfectly or all the time, but it works. I will pull through this! i have no choice.
and yes.. i know i spelled anxiety wrong.