Dear mike...
Been there done that and it was great.I have wonderful memories too. But something has happened in the last few years.I don't
need to be out there at 2.3.4 any more. Not saying I am done . Would love to be in love again. If Tyler wanted to come over. I could get myself together.
But so much work. He better call first.
Getting ready used to be so much fun.I have had a hard time giving it up .But a good thing ..I have become ok with it.i am not sad about it anymore.
Sex will happen again. I know that. But it is nice to relax. And not have to keep searching.
I'm on the top of the bed with my cat and the forum and .My new Stuart Woods book and all the porn I need.
Life is ok tonight... This should be in a PM. But you know how long it takes me to write. Can't do it again ..LOL And tired of trying to get all my lines in a row. ha ha.
Love You
Johnny.
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P.S., Johnny. . . .
You're a real sweetheart, so hang in there. . . (XOXOXOXOXO)
I'm 48, and bald, and fat - I look EXACTY LIKE Winston Churchill (apart from loving him as a rhetorician and statesman, that's why I use him, as my icon ;-). . . and, I looked high and low (and I do mean LOW) for a b/f, for three decades.
I was turned down by gorgeous guys, and ugly guys, and sweet guys, and sour guys. . . and the parting line was always, " 'A', you're the sweetest, but just not
goodlooking enough, for me!." For the record, Johnny, and just to keep this thread on track. . . MY cock is nothing to write home about. . . I remember being HUGELY (wry paradox absolutely intended) distressed about it, when I saw all my cute high-school classmates showering, after gym-class.
So, Johnny, after all these years, having had sex (the mildest sort - oral, with condoms) a grand total of four times in my life, and having been sent packing by every b/f I ever had. . . I was firmly determined to give up the hunt, and just go to church on Sunday, and light candles for my niece and nephews, and all of you, and be done with all that.
But, lo and behold. . . almost out of nowhere (as it were) along came Mr. K. - who is so, so, soooo beautiful, to my eyes (even more beautiful, I think, than Jason or Danny or Paul): and he LIKES older guys like me, and he LIKES my looks and my personality (I don't know which of the two is a bigger stretch, for the imagination): and he has grabbed me up, and loved me, and. . . we'll see how it all goes, but - I never thought anything so nice could happen, to ME.
Johnny, you're an absolute sweetheart, and a kind and loving person. . . so I hope and pray that YOUR dream lover will come to you, SOON. In the meantime, please know that we all love you, and rejoice in your very special, irreplaceable, kindness, and love.
Three thousand kisses, your friend,
"A" XOXOXOXOXOXO
"Everybody loves somebody, sometime" ~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UxVdjw0Gm8I
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I do think about sex a lot..."girl's got to have a hobby;" just sayin.
xo
