I'm bored .... Helppp

[raysvq]

yes, u could be right there ......... god knows you could end up looking like a slut ha ha ha

Yes exactly

 

[Kodieboy]

and thats a slap in the face ....... mind u im used to u slapping me lol

 

[raysvq]

and thats a slap in the face ....... mind u im used to u slapping me lol

Hang on - you are the one with the fish

 

[Kodieboy]

yeah ..... but yr the one with the evil mouth

 

[raysvq]

yeah ..... but yr the one with the evil mouth

The devil made me do it

 

[raysvq]

yeah ..... but yr the one with the evil mouth

That makes it all the more difficult
I can make smart arse remarks without having to think too hard (shutup you)
But seriously when it comes to writing a letter or having a conversation I just don't know what to say.
It seems like I can put it into gear but I don't know how to let the clutch out

 

[Kodieboy]

Ray i know where yr coming from.... im the same.

i cant even tell someone when they have hurt me,i cover it up .... like i dont give a shit,but i do.

 

[Kodieboy]

what i mean by that is if its someone i care about.

if its just anyone .. watch out lol

 

[raysvq]

Ray i know where yr coming from.... im the same.

i cant even tell someone when they have hurt me,i cover it up .... like i dont give a shit,but i do.

I don't have a problem speaking my mind, especially in circumstances like that.
I just don't know how to have a conversation, I can never drive a conversation.
However, with Ben, It is even worse because I just don't know how to say what I want to say without saying the wrong thing - which I know I will do

 

[raysvq]

what i mean by that is if its someone i care about.

if its just anyone .. watch out lol

Yep I get your drift

 

[Kodieboy]

Dont u guys talk on the phone

 

[raysvq]

Dont u guys talk on the phone

Occasionally - but it is difficult trying to both be able to talk at the same time.
He is not on the computer much so getting emails to him is a hit & miss affair as well.

 

[raysvq]

I figured writing to him would be easier in one way
But it is bloody hard to find the right words especially seeing as I hate writing letters

 

[Kodieboy]

ill stick to my bee's i cant upset them lol

well not for long

 

[raysvq]

ill stick to my bee's i cant upset them lol

well not for long

Yes I think that would be safer

 

[raysvq]

I guess in some ways I am still trying to work out where my feelings are for him.

 

[Kodieboy]

i think i can tell u that lol

 

[raysvq]

i think i can tell u that lol

You can?

 

[raysvq]

i think i can tell u that lol

It is not you that I want to know it is Ben lol

 

[Kodieboy]