cumrag27
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As alluded to in another thread, my first "Gay crush" was for the very beautiful Ricky Nelson in his late teens. I must have been around 11 - 13 or so and really didn't exactly understand what had taken place. I may not have even experienced my first orgasm at the time. All I know was that I found Ricky Nelson's eyes, face, kissable lips, and his masculine presence most alluring, but I never told anyone about it until today.
So, something about my visual attraction to Ricky, though not fully understood, told me this might not be socially acceptable in the late 1950's-60's. As beautiful as he was then, I never used him in my sexual fantasies, although now I wonder where exactly was my limited sexual thoughts directed, fantasy wise. Such waisted and ill-spent energy of youth!
In the Fall of 1961 I guess, I was too soon overwhelmed by the beautiful presence of a young Richard Chamberlain in his TV series as "Dr. Kildare". He was too much for me to hold silently inside. So like any self-respecting teenager, I had to "pester my mother" until I finally got a white "Dr. Kildare shirt", so that life could resume back to normal again. Even without all the upgrades, my gaydar as a 13 year old was pretty accurate in honing on people with a similar persuasion, although it was just a few years ago that RC finally admitted after decades of speculation that he was Gay, afterall.
As is typical when operating without a license in a highly enriched testosterone universe, my initial crush for Ricky Nelson had to make way for a much more mature man that Richard Chamberlain represented, capable of dealing with the sophistication of a recently turned-13 teenager with my own paper route and loads of cash to shower on my object of affection.
I probably imagined that Rock-n-Roll was only a passing fad, but that Dr. K with all his degrees was here to stay! I guess you could say I was a little superficial back then!LOL
Sincerely crushed and brokenhearted TWICE at a very early age,
Stimpy
So, something about my visual attraction to Ricky, though not fully understood, told me this might not be socially acceptable in the late 1950's-60's. As beautiful as he was then, I never used him in my sexual fantasies, although now I wonder where exactly was my limited sexual thoughts directed, fantasy wise. Such waisted and ill-spent energy of youth!
In the Fall of 1961 I guess, I was too soon overwhelmed by the beautiful presence of a young Richard Chamberlain in his TV series as "Dr. Kildare". He was too much for me to hold silently inside. So like any self-respecting teenager, I had to "pester my mother" until I finally got a white "Dr. Kildare shirt", so that life could resume back to normal again. Even without all the upgrades, my gaydar as a 13 year old was pretty accurate in honing on people with a similar persuasion, although it was just a few years ago that RC finally admitted after decades of speculation that he was Gay, afterall.
As is typical when operating without a license in a highly enriched testosterone universe, my initial crush for Ricky Nelson had to make way for a much more mature man that Richard Chamberlain represented, capable of dealing with the sophistication of a recently turned-13 teenager with my own paper route and loads of cash to shower on my object of affection.
I probably imagined that Rock-n-Roll was only a passing fad, but that Dr. K with all his degrees was here to stay! I guess you could say I was a little superficial back then!LOL
Sincerely crushed and brokenhearted TWICE at a very early age,
Stimpy
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