Zeno Kostas first scene with Paul Cannon

[tampa24]

I think you are absolutely right. I have a bit of an exhibitionist streak in me. I wasn't always this way. I actually used to be overweight with low confidence. I started to eat healthy and get fit and realized that i had been blessed in many different ways. As I've aged I've gained much more confidence but there is a battle that I wage within myself. There is a very fine line between being confident and being conceited. Confidence helps you in many different ways in life but I never want to over step the line and come off as conceited.

As far as putting myself out into the public eye; I've always felt as if I was destined to do something big. Really big. To do something to be put in the public eye. So recently I've been wondering if this is what it is. At this point it is still to early to determine.

You mentioned that I've probably become used to girls ogling over me and the center of a few man crushes. It's so weird because just today I was told by two different people (1 male & 1 female) tell me that I resemble a celebrity. One had said that I look like Leonardo DiCaprio and the other said Justin Timberlake. I personally don't see the resemblance but nonetheless I was greatly flattered.

Thanks you Zeno Kostas for such a intelligent and illuminating response to my questions. I really appreciate it that you took the time to write. You are so right that self-confidence can be useful and valuable trait as long as it doesn't devolve into conceit and self-absorption. I actually enjoy the fact that you have an exhibitionist tendency now. In seriousness though I really respect the fact that you were able to go from being overweight and with lower self-esteem to where you are now. It wasn't an easy path I'm sure.

Thanks again for responding with so much honesty and candor.

 

[nobelegg]

How about this....to take pressure off Zeno Kostas...as you may know, I've been shooting scenes for over 9 years...have shot MANY scenes in my tenure - Zeno Kostas, being new, may not be able to fully understand what would be a great performance verses an average one. I think it is great he is excited about the scenes he's shot and a big part of that comes from the instant feedback he gets form me as I edit the scenes together (while the models are still there) they can actually SEE the finished product upon their request, I do not hide it from them. I like doing this as it can help a model see their own pluses and minuses before they shoot their next scene verses waiting till they are released. I would be shocked if Zeno Kostas doesn't have a very warm reception as his scenes are released...including his SOLO...right out of the gate! He was a natural in front of the camera, you will see a guy that allows his innermost sexual side to just come out with NO regard or nerves of the camera. Ill be happy to take all the heat...as I often do...if you are not thrilled at having this new model on our site. Sure, not everyone will like his "type" as everyone has their preferences...but you will see a model that blows you away with his pure and unfiltered sexual prowess....that much ILL guarantee!! Be happy members...we have a few new guys that are going to leave you very satisfied.
Johnny

Good morning, Johnny.
I have to look at things in a much different colour than most on this site for various personal and physical reasons. I realize I am not always the kindest person with the nicest of things to say. I speak my mind, so I am hardly a phony.
I subscribed to Broke Straight Boys for pointers on how to improve my own production talents and filming expertise. I watch everything you produce, and while I often think I would have done it this way, I am rarely disappointed in your finished product. With this expressed, I am certain you realize I do not view the models for sexual stimuli; it is impossible for me to experience this, again for personal physical matters. Along this same line, you have particular models I cannot watch, others I shall not watch - the latter founded upon my perceptions of a deplorable lack of talent or on-camera manipulation. As a producer, you know very well the camera picks up what the naked eye typically misses, and the camera cannot lie.
Please forgive me if I should borrow some of your talents for my own production prowess and utilization. There are many times I am most impressed with your finished product, and there are many times your finished product appears lacking. Either way, I learn from you.
Spanks for your every effort, Johnny. Have a terrific Sunday.
Cheers.
Jack

 

[JohnnyBlumedia]

Good morning, Johnny.
I have to look at things in a much different colour than most on this site for various personal and physical reasons. I realize I am not always the kindest person with the nicest of things to say. I speak my mind, so I am hardly a phony.
I subscribed to Broke Straight Boys for pointers on how to improve my own production talents and filming expertise. I watch everything you produce, and while I often think I would have done it this way, I am rarely disappointed in your finished product. With this expressed, I am certain you realize I do not view the models for sexual stimuli; it is impossible for me to experience this, again for personal physical matters. Along this same line, you have particular models I cannot watch, others I shall not watch - the latter founded upon my perceptions of a deplorable lack of talent or on-camera manipulation. As a producer, you know very well the camera picks up what the naked eye typically misses, and the camera cannot lie.
Please forgive me if I should borrow some of your talents for my own production prowess and utilization. There are many times I am most impressed with your finished product, and there are many times your finished product appears lacking. Either way, I learn from you.
Spanks for your every effort, Johnny. Have a terrific Sunday.
Cheers.
Jack

Thanks Jack...I do the same - once you are a production guy you see everything different...TV, film...even commercials. Although I am not familiar with any of your work, if I was, I would watch it with the same critical eye you have...anticipating your shot before you got the shot and WHY...I get that completely and truly am flattered that you get something out of anything I do...we all learn from each other and can always grow. Thanks again
Johnny

 

[nobelegg]

Thanks Jack...I do the same - once you are a production guy you see everything different...TV, film...even commercials. Although I am not familiar with any of your work, if I was, I would watch it with the same critical eye you have...anticipating your shot before you got the shot and WHY...I get that completely and truly am flattered that you get something out of anything I do...we all learn from each other and can always grow. Thanks again
Johnny

Hi, Johnny. Spanks for responding.
As you can determine from my avatar, that is my preferred genre of work, although I have expanded to include outright hard-core gay porn. As you are undoubtedly aware, I am contracted, and as such, I am not at liberty to merely release anything I have filmed. I have a Non-Disclosure contract as well, and, also as with you, I respect with dubious honour the trust placed in me.
If and when (hopefully very soon indeed) I am allowed via proper release procedures to send you some of my work, it would behoove me to do so.
And yes, we all learn from one another, and this silent gift is most precious and sincerely appreciated.
Cheers, my friend.
Jack

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

Thanks you Zeno Kostas for such a intelligent and illuminating response to my questions. I really appreciate it that you took the time to write. You are so right that self-confidence can be useful and valuable trait as long as it doesn't devolve into conceit and self-absorption. I actually enjoy the fact that you have an exhibitionist tendency now. In seriousness though I really respect the fact that you were able to go from being overweight and with lower self-esteem to where you are now. It wasn't an easy path I'm sure.

Thanks again for responding with so much honesty and candor.

Not a problem. I enjoy it. If you happen to think of any other questions or thoughts, be sure to let me know. I'll be happy to respond to the best of my ability.

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

I am glad to see two brilliant minds collaborating and chatting about their particular style. I do find it to be kind of a shame that nobelegg has a non-disclosure contract limiting his ability to share his work with us, but I FULLY UNDERSTAND. I would hate for you to run the that big of risk just for us to talk about difference in technique.

it really threw me through a loop when I seen the two of you conversating so well. I really hope to see more in the future.

 

[nobelegg]

I am glad to see two brilliant minds collaborating and chatting about their particular style. I do find it to be kind of a shame that nobelegg has a non-disclosure contract limiting his ability to share his work with us, but I FULLY UNDERSTAND. I would hate for you to run the that big of risk just for us to talk about difference in technique.

it really threw me through a loop when I seen the two of you conversating so well. I really hope to see more in the future.

Zeno Kostas, do not hesitate to insert your input as well. You seem to know yourself better than even a camera can detect, so I am confident all you have to say and do would be nothing short of ultimate success on here.

 

[tampa24]

Here's another good thread. I wish we could go back and delete some of Nobel's posts. But oh well. haha

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

Here's another good thread. I wish we could go back and delete some of Nobel's posts. But oh well. haha

What happened to that guy? Says he was banned?

 

[tampa24]

He was very disturbed. He said that Paul Canon looked very much like either a son of his who died or some other young man very close to him who died very tragically and violently, if I recall correctly. Anyway you would think that he would love Paul on that basis alone. But it was quite the opposite. He hated Paul quite irrationally and said that Paul should be put down (killed) like a dog. His posts continued to go downhill from there.

 

[mikeyank]

Here's another good thread. I wish we could go back and delete some of Nobel's posts. But oh well. haha

We also have posts by "JohnnyBlumedia" on this thread. We never got an update on his health. We were told that he was sick and Damian Christopher was shooting the scenes in his absence. Now they are both gone.........................I hope Johnny got better. As far as Damian Christopher......................No comment. lol

 

[BSBZenoKostas]

Wow that does sound pretty disturbing. He always was an odd "egg". One minute he would talk positive and the next, go totally negative.

As for johnny (man i miss that guy) i hear he is doing betterI haven't reached out to him in a very long time so im not sure what he is up to these days. I should try to reach him.
Really i dont have much to say about Damien simply because i am un educated in that whole area. I'd hate to speak on something i know nothing about

 

[mikeyank]

Wow that does sound pretty disturbing. He always was an odd "egg". One minute he would talk positive and the next, go totally negative.

As for johnny (man i miss that guy) i hear he is doing betterI haven't reached out to him in a very long time so im not sure what he is up to these days. I should try to reach him.
Really i dont have much to say about Damien simply because i am un educated in that whole area. I'd hate to speak on something i know nothing about

If you do get in touch with Johnny Robins, tell him that he is remembered on the forum and he has a lot of fans from his time here.

 

[peterh6308]

If you do get in touch with Johnny Robins, tell him that he is remembered on the forum and he has a lot of fans from his time here.

Glad to know he's not rooming with Luisa!!!! lolololol

 

[Buckeye1]

I'd hate to speak on something i know nothing about

The world would be a whole lot better if people would live by your example.

 

[tampa24]

I'd hate to speak on something i know nothing about.

The world would be a whole lot better if people would live by your example.

Words of wisdom from both of you. haha

 

[mikeyank]

The world would be a whole lot better if people would live by your example.

You're pretty wise to the ways of the world Robb, for such a young guy.

 

[Buckeye1]

You're pretty wise to the ways of the world Robb, for such a young guy.

Mike, dear, since when is 97 "a young guy"? I figure I've got another 20-30 years left in me...I'm going for the "oldest man in the world" distinction.

 

[Buckeye1]

Words of wisdom from both of you. haha

...as spoken from "Mr. Wisdom" himself. I'm honored. Thank you. (does the haha at the end of your sentence mean you didn't really mean it?)

I get things right only sporadically...hell, even a blind squirrel finds a nut once in awhile.

 

[tampa24]

...as spoken from "Mr. Wisdom" himself. I'm honored. Thank you. (does the haha at the end of your sentence mean you didn't really mean it?)

I get things right only sporadically...hell, even a blind squirrel finds a nut once in awhile.

No. No. You got it right Buckeye. My praise was sincere. I was just chuckling at the thought of all of our brothers and sisters out there who put forth bold statements of certainty on subjects they actually know little or nothing about. haha