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When I Grow Up...

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My grandmother was one of eight siblings, four girls and fours boys. They were in their prime when the great depression hit. My grandfather owned a small cafe in Ybor City where my grandmother was the cook and my mother served ice cream at the soda fountain. However, the cafe was shut down due to foreclosure during the country's economic fall. My grandmother's youngest sister, Maria, was a dancer. Her aspirations were to go to New York and dance on Broadway. During her early teen years she worked various small jobs saving up the little money she made. One night at the age of 15, she crept out of her house with one suitcase in hand and took a bus to New York City. Maria never returned. She had a rough time surviving in the city working odd jobs. It was during that time she met a young man and they married when she was 17. They settled in Newark, New Jersey and had two children. I would sit around the dinner table at family gatherings listening to the stories about Maria. She never did dance on Broadway, but she was happy with her family. Her dreams had partially come true, to be near to the city and culture she loved.

I was enamored with her history and life. My grandmother had always taken me to the Sunday matinee at the Casino Theatre where they showed musicals, many of which were staged in New York. I started singing in the fourth grade and became part of the church choir by the time I reached middle school. The older I got and the more singing I did, the more I wanted to follow Maria's dream to make it in the big city. I sneaked out one night and told my family I was spending a long weekend with a friend. I was 17, had been working with money in my pocket. I got in my car and drove straight to Newark. When I knocked at my great-aunt's house she was shocked to see me but yet overwhelmed by my determination to be there. The next day, she and my cousin drove me into the city and introduced me to land of my dreams. I stayed there with her for three days before I returned home. That was in 1963, three months before President Kennedy was killed. I graduated from high school in 1964 at the height of the Viet Nam conflict. I joined the Air Force immediately after graduation. The following year I returned to New York on one of my furloughs. I continued these pilgrimages to the Big Apple every year and sometimes twice a year until 2001. Then on that frightful day of 9/11, I felt as if someone had stabbed me through the heart. I have not returned since.

I had always thought and dreamed that when I grow up I wanted to sing on stage on Broadway. Although, my expectations as I envisioned never came to pass, I did have a fulfilling life on "stage" doing what I loved the most, singing. I devoted my life to the musical ministry of my church as soloist as well as being part of the Oratorio Society and opera. I am retired from all that now, but I do spend many hours alone, sitting at my keyboard playing the music I love.

I have yet to grow up as long as there is music and aspiring young people to enrich my heart and soul through their God given talents and gifts.

Louis
 
I wrote the above as my journal entry for Jun 10, 2014. I thought I would share it with you. Look at it as my BTS in the forum.
 
thank you for sharing your thoughts with the forum.
sometimes, the better friend is the one who says the wrong thing in the moment of despair and not the one who says nothing.
I was glad to read your thread today. hope to read more of your posts.
 
My grandmother was one of eight siblings, four girls and fours boys. They were in their prime when the great depression hit. My grandfather owned a small cafe in Ybor City where my grandmother was the cook and my mother served ice cream at the soda fountain. However, the cafe was shut down due to foreclosure during the country's economic fall. My grandmother's youngest sister, Maria, was a dancer. Her aspirations were to go to New York and dance on Broadway. During her early teen years she worked various small jobs saving up the little money she made. One night at the age of 15, she crept out of her house with one suitcase in hand and took a bus to New York City. Maria never returned. She had a rough time surviving in the city working odd jobs. It was during that time she met a young man and they married when she was 17. They settled in Newark, New Jersey and had two children. I would sit around the dinner table at family gatherings listening to the stories about Maria. She never did dance on Broadway, but she was happy with her family. Her dreams had partially come true, to be near to the city and culture she loved.

I was enamored with her history and life. My grandmother had always taken me to the Sunday matinee at the Casino Theatre where they showed musicals, many of which were staged in New York. I started singing in the fourth grade and became part of the church choir by the time I reached middle school. The older I got and the more singing I did, the more I wanted to follow Maria's dream to make it in the big city. I sneaked out one night and told my family I was spending a long weekend with a friend. I was 17, had been working with money in my pocket. I got in my car and drove straight to Newark. When I knocked at my great-aunt's house she was shocked to see me but yet overwhelmed by my determination to be there. The next day, she and my cousin drove me into the city and introduced me to land of my dreams. I stayed there with her for three days before I returned home. That was in 1963, three months before President Kennedy was killed. I graduated from high school in 1964 at the height of the Viet Nam conflict. I joined the Air Force immediately after graduation. The following year I returned to New York on one of my furloughs. I continued these pilgrimages to the Big Apple every year and sometimes twice a year until 2001. Then on that frightful day of 9/11, I felt as if someone had stabbed me through the heart. I have not returned since.

I had always thought and dreamed that when I grow up I wanted to sing on stage on Broadway. Although, my expectations as I envisioned never came to pass, I did have a fulfilling life on "stage" doing what I loved the most, singing. I devoted my life to the musical ministry of my church as soloist as well as being part of the Oratorio Society and opera. I am retired from all that now, but I do spend many hours alone, sitting at my keyboard playing the music I love.

I have yet to grow up as long as there is music and aspiring young people to enrich my heart and soul through their God given talents and gifts.

Louis
That was very nice Louis. I enjoy reading your stories. Thanks!!
 
I loved reading that blog, Louis, and I'm so glad that you are posting. I was kind of bummed when you said you were "signing off" on the forums for a while. You fit right in with us forumites and I love reading whatever you have to say.

Your biographical piece was most interesting and especially as my city is involved in your story. I haven't grown up yet either, and I have no intension of doing so anytime in the near future.

Great post Louis. You are such a wonderful asset to this forum. :thumbup:
 
I wrote the above as my journal entry for Jun 10, 2014. I thought I would share it with you. Look at it as my BTS in the forum.
You are so awesome; I just love you! Sharing part of yourself with us is a real treasure, thank you. As for me, when I grow up, I want to be more like Louis, NAKED AND UNAFRAID!:tmi:
 
Louis!

Thank you so much for sharing all of that about yourself. You've had such fascinating life based on this and other things you've alluded to very briefly. I can imagine that if you published a true autobiography, many would insist it was fictional or highly embellished. Even though it wouldn't be. lol
 
Louis!

Thank you so much for sharing all of that about yourself. You've had such fascinating life based on this and other things you've alluded to very briefly. I can imagine that if you published a true autobiography, many would insist it was fictional or highly embellished. Even though it wouldn't be. lol

My ex-wife and I always joked that we should write a book, but it would be filed in the fictional section because no one would believe our story!

I did start writing a book in 1994 when I was diagnosed with cancer. On the first night of my hospital stay I asked the nurse for a couple of sheets of paper and filled both sides of two yellow lined sheets. I have continued to write since then, somewhat in the form of a diary or as I call it today "journal entries." I have four thick composition books filled from cover to cover as well as a file on my computer labeled journal entries. My writings cover everything from my youth to the present. Aside from sitting at my keyboard and playing music, writing brings to me a lot of tranquility.

Peace,
Louis
 
Thank you for sharing such wonderful memories. My grandparents also lived through the Great Depression and had many stories about it. I do think that was a time which really tested the people of this nation. People forget there was no Social Security or Unemployment Insurance. You had no food stamps and when no money came in you lost your home and family members starved.

My great uncle told me many stories about working out west building roads and other projects. It was a job but a great experience for him.
 
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