What do you do when you can't escape your own head?

[raysvq]

Ms Deidra....I've been a member of The Forum for the last couple of years. I had an accident at work and the doctor said stay off your feet. Since I'm a mailman, I stayed home. My outlet was Broke Straight Boys and The Forum. I was absolutely addicted to it.

When I got up in the morning, the first thing I did was check The Forum. I made a few comments and added my two cents worth. I saw people come and go, people who were banned and others who wouldn't say shit with a mouthfull. I saw the parrots that had to add a yes, right on, or (my favorite) you go gurl! to the end of anyone's post. I was heartfelt and warmed by some of the posts and truly disgusted by others. I couldn't figure out the naysayers from the goodie two-shoes who never saw a post they didn't love.

Sometimes....like now, it seems like The Forum has gotten a little stale. Maybe too tame? I don't mean we have to constantly be embroiled in controversy, but....we have to have something to say that has to be worth saying and of an interest to a large segment of The Forum.

But I digress. The point I was trying to make was, I was feeling like you, completely at sea. So I said to myself....stop it!! Get out in the sun, breath some air and get a life. I have been away from The Forum for almost a year. Of couse I still watched the Broke Straight Boys and all the other related sites, but I didn't go near the Forum.

I came back to The Forum recently, and aside from a few new members that have posted (which is a welcome bit of fresh air) you have the same posters. In actuallity, being away from The Forum for a period of time was a much needed break and a lot of fun. But the one thing I have noticed the most....I didn't miss a thing. Same-o Same-o

"And so are the Days Of Our Lives"

 

[Ms. Kianna]

Seriously

"And so are the Days Of Our Lives"

Seriously!! I use to watch that. Until someone came back from the dead for the 3rd time. But, hasn't the forum had some members resurrect themselves from the dead?

 

[MissDeidra]

Well, it's funny. The thing that is usually fool proof for me is porn. It's not working right now. It seems the only thing really helping me escape my overactive mind is talking to friends on the phone and sexting people. I haven't been able to read, I usually read for an hour everyday, without wanting to throw the book across the bloody room. I can't concentrate on movies, or television. I have been shaking with restlessness for the last 2 days. I did get out of my head for about a minute today when David called me, but I had to cut that conversation short because I was the only one working at my job. Broke Straight Boys helps alot, but I need to find something else. I can't even knit. I love knitting....I think I need to take a drive....