At the White Mountains
For years I sucked hot straight boys, but back then when I was eighteen it were real man cocks that gave me the hots. Near my grandmothers house you can find the "White mountains", old sand dunes a reminiscence of were once the North sea hit the shore. As a boy I remember picnicking there with my grandmother and sisters. Beach sand as far as you could see, just the sea was missing.
Coming of age, riding my bike, testosterone filled and almost only thinking of sex, I started noticing men hanging around the parking place. The "White Mountains" lay next to highway. Across the bridge there is a motel under the same name.
Come rain, or come shine, some faces were always there. What are these man doing here? Why are they hanging around? Some were definitely old gays. Others were hiding in their car, hardly recognizable behind the vapour on the windows. Sometimes one them gets out of his and walks around. After some days of intensive study, were I parked my bike, and walked around through the green bushes surrounding the parking place, the rules of the game became clear.
If someone became interested he would follow you. Walk some distance behind you as if he was not there, following you to a deserted place, and finally try to initiate a conversation as a prelude to sex. Not everybody used words, some would just let hang out their cock.
A fire ran through my belly, spreading to my legs by merely thinking of what could happen. And pretty soon afterwards I made sure things happened! As soon as I noticed that some man carried a wedding ring around their finger, and were happily married straight guys, hunting on the site for extra sex. At first I just did not get it that they were after teens like me. Till then I felt like the only gay in town. Friends from school hated everything gay. So I considered myself to be a straight guy, that just happened to like sex with man. These real man made me feel wanted and I wanted them so bad.
Sometimes I made remarks like: "Okay I'll suck you, but I don't want to drink your sperm". If the thought had not crossed their mind till then, now it would! Some goody good guys reassured me they would refrain from doing such a thing ever; considered sperm to be snot. The bad guys were way more interesting. They'd consider that if this boy was forced to eat cum before, they'll made sure I'll eat theirs too. Balls climbing up, heavy breathing, leg muscles stiffening and finally the cock head swells up in your mouth... and next you feel the squirts of hot man juice in your mouth. Sometimes tasting salty, like asparagus, or creamy, sheer bitter or even sweet from fructose.
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