OK, now I understand where you are coming from. Personally, I spent 10 years of my life wasted almost beyond redemption in drugs and alcohol, and sex. Many of my friends died along the way, few are left. I was lucky, I didn't die and I was able to crawl back out of the gutter with a lot of hard work and help from very close friends. Many people who do drugs can be very discreet. While I am sure Mark does not condone the use of drugs in his studios, people who want them, will find them or have them. that is the reality of life. I am proud of you Jon.