Hi Ty,
Last year 2011, 1600 people committed suicide in Holland. The rate went up 5%. It happens more often than we realize, because newspapers do not report all of those. Only the suspicious ones.
"That I wasn't there to help him when he moved away, I wish he was more open but he kept everything bottled up
now it pains me knowing he isn't here anymore and I wish I was there to help him or that he went to therapy or something he needed."
As I said before most do not want to die, it is just that life can hurt too much. Years ago I lived in a student apartment, and a group of us celebrated life, in the garden we all shared, with beer and laughter. After the news that one of those boys hang himself, I asked myself these questions.
Your Freudian slip of the tongue confusing his name with yours, says: What about me? What about Tyler? And rightfully so!
Told you previous that life sometimes hurt too much. Let me add the part I left out. People that do commit suicide are selfish. Often these egoists leave a note blaming people... In truth your friend Riley really did not care about your feelings, or the feelings of any other person he left behind. I just hope his mother can cope with this hurt as well.
Stop blaming yourself now my young friend. If one really cares about the people one loves; that person will refrain from suicide! Not hurt their feelings and leave them with the blame.
You are not to blame Tyler! It is nobodies fault, if someone ends life.
Last year 2011, 1600 people committed suicide in Holland. The rate went up 5%. It happens more often than we realize, because newspapers do not report all of those. Only the suspicious ones.
"That I wasn't there to help him when he moved away, I wish he was more open but he kept everything bottled up
now it pains me knowing he isn't here anymore and I wish I was there to help him or that he went to therapy or something he needed."
As I said before most do not want to die, it is just that life can hurt too much. Years ago I lived in a student apartment, and a group of us celebrated life, in the garden we all shared, with beer and laughter. After the news that one of those boys hang himself, I asked myself these questions.
Your Freudian slip of the tongue confusing his name with yours, says: What about me? What about Tyler? And rightfully so!
Told you previous that life sometimes hurt too much. Let me add the part I left out. People that do commit suicide are selfish. Often these egoists leave a note blaming people... In truth your friend Riley really did not care about your feelings, or the feelings of any other person he left behind. I just hope his mother can cope with this hurt as well.
Stop blaming yourself now my young friend. If one really cares about the people one loves; that person will refrain from suicide! Not hurt their feelings and leave them with the blame.
You are not to blame Tyler! It is nobodies fault, if someone ends life.
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