Hey RS! It's so good to see you back with us again. I trust the move went well. Sorry you've only met femmes so far up there. But the straight acting ones are around there somewhere. You'll find at least one there eventually I'm sure.
Your desciption of Alec does help to see him an even better light. Thanks for sharing. And again welcome back.
Thanks! It feels awesome to be back in the midst of the hottest site on the Internet!
The move went surprisingly well for me. Since I was the last one to leave the "nest" back in Pennsylvania my mom took it exceptionally hard, but within a day of moving to Virginia I was already acclimated. I can get around without a GPS, have joined a church, made many new friends, am learning the ropes of my new job, and am enjoying being a bit of a domesticated butch boy (i.e. I spent 30 minutes scrubbing years of pollutants off of the outside of my bedroom window the other day!)
Hey RS You need to be writing porn; I have a suggestion Maybe try letting go of your expectations just a bit and see what the possibilites can be
Well considering a full 50% of my monthly net income goes to pay my rent (and Virginia is pretty damn expensive), I don't exactly have much left over each month to treat myself to anything nice. I was thinking of picking up a second part-time job back at Lowe's, where I worked all through college, but being paid to write erotic fiction (or non-fiction?!
) might be a good avenue to consider.
Absolutely. You may even find that your highest expectations were set too low. You could easily end up in a relationship that far exceeds what you would have thought possible. You are so young and handsome, with so much potential ahead of you. Don't sell yourself short. Dream BIG! You deserve nothing less.
Methinks I owe Tampa a dinner the next time I'm in the Sunshine State! You're flattering me more than I brown-nose my new boss! LOL!
Hey RS,
Why don't you contact me to do some futon time here at BSB!!! You know we pay for your travel and house you...so think it as a paid sex vacation
and the money is good too!
Thanks very much for the offer, but as several others below have stated it's just too "risky" for me to potentially have my employer stumble upon any "work" I may do and black-list me for promotions, give me the cruddy audit assignments, etc., etc. I have the potential to earn $10,000 annual raises and can be earning nearly six-figures before I'm 30. I don't want to ruin that, even if it is EVER so tempting to bike on over to Dulles and catch the next plane down to South Florida! My career is just too important to me. I'm living paycheck-to-paycheck, and if I lose this job during this recession I might be out on the street or retreating with my tail between my legs back to PA (shudder!)
Trust me when I tell you it has definitely come across my mind though. When I was 18 I was propositioned by another reputable gay porn producer from my native Northeastern Pennsylvania who was shockingly and brutally murdered a couple of years later by a rival from Virginia over laying claim to a model we probably all know. With the career being the way it is I just wouldn't be able to justify taking so much time off from work so soon to go touring clubs or anything either to meet fans (assuming my first video was a smash and not a dud).
Thank you very much for the consideration though. I really appreciate it!
See RS? I told you to dream big! What do you think man? This is quite an opportunity here. You don't get offers like this very often in a lifetime. This could be your ultimate fantasy come true! You've got a very nice body and you would get a lot of support from us in here being the first forumite to make it to the futon.
Actually "very nice body" is all relative. Those pics were taken a couple of weeks ago, and I've further toned up since then. I ran 10 miles yesterday and am planning to hit up my Total Gym for a couple of hours straight today. Given my small frame I'll never get "Schwarzenegger-ized," but then again guys with the builds of Alec, Tyler, etc. are what really turn me on the most anyways.
It's something I've always fantasized about, but my family IS ultra-conservative (Hey, I'm a small-town boy). If they found out I was doing this line of work I'd definitely be shunned.
David wrote : "Why don't you contact me to do some futon time here at BSB!!! You know we pay for your travel and house you...so think it as a paid sex vacation
and the money is good too!"
Whoa there Big Guy, let's think about this for a minute ; RS is young, gay and, so it would seem, quite innocent. Most of the rest of us are older, we have a duty to our younger brethren to give wise council, and to help them avoid the mistakes we made when we were his age.
As for the equally young straight boys who spent time on the futon, fuck 'em. Breeders are not my problem, young queerlings are. I get the impression young RS is busy building a career, internet porn is permanent, it can, and most probably will come back and bite him on the ass. Who knows what the future may bring for this young man, this is no time to make permanent and indelible errors of judgement.
I also detect a certain vulnerability about him, I could be wrong of course, but it's a vulnerability absent from the other smoking hot gay boys on BSB, Mike for instance. If it's all the same I chose not to be part of the public identification of this young man ; by all means let us give him the opportunity to discover the wonderful uniqueness of his own sexuality, but allow him to keep his privacy. I do not believe he is a fit candidate for porn.
And to RS, youth, like beauty, is temporary. Don't throw it away, trust me, we are not worthy recipients of your gloriousness.
And David, BSB stands for Broke Straight Boys ; America is one of the wealthiest countries on this earth, by all means accommodate young good-looking breeders too feckless to find gainful employment. But for the love of God, let us have some respect for our own, especially the worthy ones.
With the Utmost Respect
Johan
Wow! I'm speechless! Thanks for the concern on my behalf! I suppose "innocence" is a good term to use, although I may prefer to deem myself to be "gullible." I'm the type of guy who routinely bends over backwards to try to make others happy (no, not in that way), and this shows because I've been the one to financially prop up all of my exes thus far. I yearn to find a like-minded masculine-acting gay/bi guy in Northern Virginia who actually HAS an income (perhaps so we could even pool resources to buy a condo in Arlington in a few years), but this has been very difficult to achieve. Most guys down here are ONLY interested in sex, and while I'm admittedly a huge horn-dog that moans and humps my pillow at night (much to the chagrin or delight of my female neighbor upstairs I'm sure) I'm also maturing in life to the point where I just want something more
meaningful out of life.
You make very good points Perv. His employment and career goals have to be taken into consideration. That would be my biggest concern in seeing him do this. You are quite right in sounding a note of caution to a young professional man who is new to the workforce and just starting out in life. At the very least though I hope that his self esteem will get a boost from all of our positive feedback and affection for him.
If RS does decide to even consider doing this he needs to weigh all the risks as well. Thank you for your wise counsel Perv.
Thanks once again for the concern. I was actually feeling very down on Friday night, but my long country run and trip to the farmers' stands on Saturday, going to church this morning, and coming online to read these nice comments have really turned the tide for me. Now I can wake up at 4:30 AM tomorrow and head into work with a smile on my face!
Way to go perv ......... good one.. agree with you fully
Perv does have a way with words.
Perv and Tampa both make good points. I actually agree that it is something that needs to be considered before putting yourself out there on the Internet. It is good food for thought.
Sigh. If only I had been a bit more "ballsy" (pun intended) when I was 18 and hadn't turned down that proposition I had as I was entering college as a
Freshmen. I've just turned 22, and I'm at the point now where doing anything like this would jeopardize my professional pursuits. I plan to have my MBA and CPA in hand by 2011 (possibly even a Ph.D. by 2013), and it would all be for naught if all I could do with it would be to bend over on camera.
I LOVED his nervous laughs and his attempt to smile to hide just how shy he truly was. 
I'm on the "butch" side, so it irritates me that so many guys in DC are effeminate. If I wanted a girlfriend I'd become bisexual (shudder at the thought of a pussy in my face!) 
I could just picture me sitting next to Alec on my couch, having invited him home with me after work to watch the Nationals game on TV. After some talking and a drink or two he starts talking about how horny he is because his girlfriend is on vacation, I mention that I like to give head, and VOILA---instant connection between one always somewhat "curious" straight boy with the girlfriend out-of-town and the masculine gay boy whom nobody would ever suspect.
