In all honesty man I didnt always enjoy it or start out with toys or even my fingers lol I was definitely always curious about getting fucked or even fucking a man but never had the balls to find someone in my town to play around with, at the very very beginning of my career dating back to November 2018 when I was with a small owned site ( I'm not allowed to name on here) I had JUST gotten out of a really abusive relationship of 3 years! And I signed up online for a scouting page and someone recruited me to film a gay for pay scene. I was nervous as all hell even the whole time I was there filming that week because I didnt know what all I was getting myself into. I just knew I was gonna get fucked at some point. Then......it happened.....it was a 4 way between me and 3 other guy ( 1 being the producer) , it didnt feel that great but the money was stuck in my head and I really needed it. After a week of filming and tuffing it out I was paid somewhat okay for my work and went home and the first thing I did was buy a
Dildo ( ironic right?) Well....even tho I didnt fully enjoy my first few scenes ( not at chaos I loved those ones) I FINALLY had gotten fucked for the first time. I liked it but I didnt at the same time ( if that makes sense?) Then 2 weeks later I was scouted by an agent who put things into perspective for me , he got me a few "at home videos" I could be paid well for if I used toys so sure enough I sat in my room and lubed my ass up and started to play with myself on camera , I started to really enjoy it more and more after that! Then I was finally working at chaos where I was making studio porn and everytime I finished filming I felt AMAZING , like a new me was born, I discovered more about my body I didnt even think was possible, well sure enough I kept going back for MORE and MORE, I learned after maybe my 3rd time out that I was gonna have ALOT of fun shoving big cocks up my ass, and since then I have NEVER regretted it!! And I know what you all are thinking. Yes it all happened so fast and I didnt " train myself to like it slowly" I just dove head first into the porn industry and had cock after cock tailed in my ass and that's what made me realized I was always gonna enjoy it!!! Also. At the time I WAS in a polly relationship with the girl I'm with now and another man, we all had sex a few times but me and him never clicked, even other guy didnt click well with me, but me and her on the other hand got along VERY well, she satisfied EVERY one of my needs and I mean EVERYONE of them
she built me up to be a better man and supported my career as a porn star and has never once tried to make me stop, she's the one who packs my bags for me when it's time to go
and still does to this day lol I love the way my life is now, I get the BEST OF BOTH WORLDS!!! I mean what more could a guy ask for? I get my ass fucked harder then a slamming screen door in a tornado and then get to go home and fuck her as hard as I get fucked!! AND SHES 100% OKAY WITH IT
I wouldn't trade the way my life is for anything else, I hope that eased your curiosity a bit