The red ribbons are virtually extinct now. Candlelight vigils are not as numerous as they once were. But this date - December 1st - must be seared into our memories and our souls. First to remember all those we have lost from the earliest days of this holocaust when a diagnosis was a death sentence. To remember those who we've lost because of the bigotry and hatred of men of the cloth who not only shunned but actively preached hatred of those with AIDS because they were homosexual and urged their congregants to shun them as well. To remember those we've lost because of the hatred and bigotry of governmental officials in this country who would do nothing to help those with the "gay disease" until a straight teenager and a famous actor both died and shamed them into doing something. To remember and be forever thankful for those pioneers in the gay community who would not take "No" for an answer and demonstrated and mobilized the conscience not only of the greater gay community but also the country as a whole to do something to address this pandemic.
I'm one of the lucky ones. I am a 25 year survivor. I was diagtnosed with HIV in 1987 and with AIDS in 1992. For the first 5 years I lived in blissful ignorance and was fortunate to have not gotten sick, died, or pass it along to others. Then in 1992 when my health took a turn for the worse, I was put on AZT and some other early drugs and they held me until 1996; then my health started downhill again, but protease inhibitors were around and they helped to save me. I have been on the same cocktail of meds now since 2002 and they have held the virus at bay.
But every day, I thank God for sparing me; for giving me access to some of the best doctors around (a far cry from my early years when it was hard to find drs who would take you); for those early drs who took care of us whether or not we had insurance; for those researchers who have brought us as far as we are in dealing with this disease.
There are still too many people in this country who do not have access to any drs or medications - The best argument for a universal health system. Not to say anything about those in the villages and huts of so much of the third world. The Global Aids Initiative has been a big help, especially in bringing generic AIDS drugs to so many of these places and people.
I have been blessed and lucky. I lost many good friends to this killer. I pray each day for those who have gone to their rest and for those dealing with this disease every day. And I pray that one day, AIDS will be a distant memory and the world will say, "Never again!"
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