He tried like hell to give me his baby, but it just didn't work out...but it was fun trying...
I share your pain about having sex with straight guys and no matter how hot or horny they are, or how hard my own dick gets, or how far he blows his nuts, in the more than 75 years of dick sucking and straight-boy fucking, none of those hot fuckers ever gave me a baby. The major disappoint of my whole life.
The first thing I think of when I see a hot DADDY is that I want to have HIS baby. If you suck his dick right, or lick his ass-hole, or suck his dick while you stick a little finger in his ass-hole, a DADDY immediately becomes manipulable, and if you get him somewhere he feels safe, he is putty in your mouth until he busts his nuts.
And the guy'd be WAY easier than that if he thought you had a pussy or tits, or the right kind of legs that start at your pussy and run all the way down from what HE considers to be a hot ass, until they reach your feet. Open those legs up with a little body language and the fucker goes crazy. But I never had anything he'd consider feminine enough so I was forced to develop my dick-sucking and ass-eating skills. Which I did.
There's a really HOT therapist that I knew one time (Back when my dick got hard enough to really fuck a hot-guy ass!) who explained to me that the selfish straight-boy attitude to give babies to women, but never to me was both good news and bad news. He said, the bad news is that straight guys are SEXISTS, and that they NEVER give babies to the guys. They only give them to the girls... But, the good news is that straight guys are SEXISTS, and they NEVER give babies to the guys. They only give them to the girls.
This has given me a very shallow outlook on life. I try to look sincere in CHURCH, but I'm still shallow! When I see how hot his body is, or how his straight-guy wife ignores his sexual needs, or how big and SNAKY his dick is, or how little, horny and hard his dick is, or what a nice size his dick is, or now nicely God hung his ass on the backside of his body, or how much his ass is built to pile drive a nice dick into my own ass-hole. NO MATTER! I admit it. I completely overlook the inner beauty if this fine individual, or even notice that he's a good citizen. The shallow part of me just looks for the sex. And whatever he won't DO to me, I just FANTASIZE that he HAS DONE to me. Shallow.
I feel like a bad person. But if you fuck me right, I get completely over it and become even giddy!