So, Chandler, if you dare to take a look at posts about your performance, just understand this:
While attempting to make it perfectly clear that not
every person who posts on here is going to love
every model, so there may be times when a model might feel like he is being ganged up on. Rest assured. There are others who truly appreciate every aspect of your accepting a "role" to perform in a video that is shot for the viewing of thousands of individuals whose interest in viewing can range from candid interest to more prurient interest in the sex they see.
I, for one, have a wide-range of tastes and can, therefore, find almost every scene can leave me with a sense of "time well spent" in viewing it. Many value the 18 year old boy - presumably straight - and arriving at the
Broke Straight Boys studios to experiment with a curiosity for doing things with another guy - hopefully, in such a case, with another model who is seeking the same means of making money. That rarely "rings true" to me; my base reality is the "curiosity" so often seems already satisfied before they arrive. But the concept can be made convincing as regards the "how far might they be willing to go with another male" for cold hard cash (well, checks). I like a guy - more the young "man" than the 18 year old twink.
You fill the bill perfectly for my viewing pleasure. I applaud you for working your body into that of a well-built young man. I like that you are opening up in your interaction and your command of giving what is expected and taking what you want. This scene with
Zander Floyd showed some remarkable changes in both of you - from previous scenes. You were more into it all 'round. With more practice, I might expect the sex will become more like I like to imagine happens in my personal life. The more you do it, the better you get and are. However, I cannot truly imagine how unsettling all of the direction, the getting the camera angles right, the other people around, the plain pressure of hoping you can create something everyone might hail as "Oh, wow! A perfect 5 all the way around" scene.
Just keep growing in your confidence - both self and as one who is putting yourself out there and making an effort to "please" the viewership. Be proud of your work. With perhaps a few exceptions, none of us posters could guarantee everyone viewing a scene we might shoot - even if we were your age now - would be lauded and applauded as exceptional. Personally, I gave both You and
Zander Floyd 5 stars. You deserve it.
Happy filming in the future and please yourself while doing so - that will come across in a great way.
A viewer and a fan - Ertas.