Yes. I feel the same way. And I admire the models who don't get caught up in the idea of quitting school or mainstream jobs and relying on gay porn, or gay-for-pay porn, as a "career" or as their primary source of income. (Even IF it does pay better than their real at-home jobs.) It should only be considered as a supplemental income. We've heard so many stories of bitter ex-models who lament that their shelf life expired and they can't get any more bookings. Or they're literally going hungry or can'y pay rent because they're waiting for the phone to ring with more work.
I'm reminded of a poster on the now defunct forum of the
BSB TV promotional website back in the day.
He gave us a very eloquent and detailed story about how gay porn had been practically a godsend for a friend of his who got into the business. I can't recall all of the details from nearly 10 years ago, but I'll give a condensed version. He said the guy came from a dirt poor family. I mean a really, really broke struggling family. He wanted to go to college and get a good degree so that he could make something of himself as an adult. (And hopefully leave his previous life experience of poverty in the rearview mirror.)
At 18 years old or so when he was struggling to figure out a way into college, he couldn't figure out how to pay for it. He knew of financial aid and student loans. But he couldn't see how he could quickly get into a more prosperous life after graduation if he was already saddled with a bunch of student debt. Life had not dealt him a fair hand as far as being born into a stable family who could afford the basics. He realized that the only chip of value that he had to play in the game of life at 18, was that he was exceptionally good looking. But how to take advantage of that one and only good thing he had going for him? Or how to monetize it?
So he made the cold calculation (even though he was straight) that maybe he could do gay-for-pay porn. So long story short, while he was in college he did do gay porn to finance his studies and expenses. He made good money doing it (as a part-time supplemental income) while not losing sight of studying hard and graduating college. He told his friend he was very happy that he took advantage of his youthful good lucks while he still had them. He was thrilled that his plan had worked out perfectly. He graduated college completely debt free and moved fairly seamlessly into a good paying mainstream job. He was so grateful that he could begin his young adult life after college in such a financially sound and advantageous way. The way he told the story it was almost like gay porn was a part-time summer job that pretty much saved his life. And no. After graduation he never went back to doing porn.