For your information Milla there are plenty of men that fancy overweight woman. There are many porn sites with big woman. All you need to do is google... 
http://www.spotx.fr/cat-grosse-femme-1-1.html 
There is not a handful of man, but a land full of man...
The only person holding you back, is you, and your prejudice towards man. 
Ever considered a dating site. Meeting people, just for coffee? If it clicks, you can always add diner...