Jay, I don’t dislike Blaze. He just didn’t get me sexually excited, whereas Calhoun isn’t really my physical type either, but his personality charms me. He has an authenticity that makes me smile when I watch him. Blaze doesn’t affect me that way.
And yes I do have a very specific type of guy that turns me on, that being masculine guys who are “slim, young, white boys”. But it is instinctual with me. If I see a
Jake Spencer or an
Ayden Troy type of guy walk past me in the street, my heart beats fast. I think OMG, he is hot! But if Blaze or Calhoun or
Ryan Pitt walk past me, I might think, That guy is built or something but it doesn’t send the same jolt through me. Like I keep saying, sexual attraction is very individualistic and totally subjective. I honestly admire your attraction to so many varied types. It’s like with food. I love hamburgers more than steaks and chops. I know what I like. I don’t dislike Blaze. He doesn’t turn me on.