A long story short ... My last month in captured in words.

[grace17]

Maybe Ayden is the one that Grace and others are trying to figure out.....got mad.....left early. Just a thought.

Hi Robb, you could be on to something with that thought. Jason did say a younger person(s) acted a bit silly. Dammit...now I'll have to start the elimination process again!

 

[cumrag27]

Jason never fails to leave an articulate lasting impression - with your HEART OF GOLD

Dearest and most literate of Broke Straight Boys models, Jason,

That was a fabulous accounting of what it is really like being a model for Broke Straight Boys, traveling from one event to other events. Who'd have ever guessed life on the road for Broke Straight Boys models could be so challenging, frustrating, and, at other times, so rewarding. Since I first became a Broke Straight Boys member in March 2010, I have observed other models relating that they were scheduled to appear at a certain venues with little more shared detail beyond that point. Only you, Jason, have allowed it, with your obvious well-developed powers of observation and introspection further enhanced by your literate and highly readible writing-style, to become a living, breathing thing, ripe with critical decisions required all along the way for successful navigating to the scheduled event, calling upon models like youself to be "proactive" and a problem-solver, through all of the unexpected obstacles encountered along the way. I cannot tell you how much I admire and respect you, Jason! You're nothing short of extraordinary!!!

In countless numbers of ways, we members all are indeed so very fortunate having you appear as one of our classiest and "most down-to-earth" of Broke Straight Boys models, but also posessing the presence of mind having a genuine Heart of GOLD/(Au)! Like all GOLD, you have become treasured since your unexpected return to Broke Straight Boys and I sincerely hope your stay with us will be a long-lasting stay!

I feel like you are Broke Straight Boys family and a part of our social fabric!



Sincerely,



Stimpy

 

[Ms. Kianna]

Hi Robb, you could be on to something with that thought. Jason did say a younger person(s) acted a bit silly. Dammit...now I'll have to start the elimination process again!

I didn't think of the younger person being Ayden, I don't remember how old Ayden was. I know Kodi said he was 18, so I figured he was the youngest.

 

[lpdude86]

Try getting out of Buffalo! I had a flight on a Sunday to get to Chicago, the plane never left until Tuesday! Electrical problem, no apology from the airline. I sent a complaint to their office and got a sorry but things happen letter in return. I then sent a letter to the airline president and received an expired $100 voucher. I will never fly American again.
I was in Columbus Ohio last year and found out I was in the same hotel with a Christian Youth Convention, someone should keep an eye on these young christians. They were doing things I would have never thought of when I was there age.

 

[Buckeye1]

Try getting out of Buffalo! I had a flight on a Sunday to get to Chicago, the plane never left until Tuesday! Electrical problem, no apology from the airline. I sent a complaint to their office and got a sorry but things happen letter in return. I then sent a letter to the airline president and received an expired $100 voucher. I will never fly American again.
I was in Columbus Ohio last year and found out I was in the same hotel with a Christian Youth Convention, someone should keep an eye on these young christians. They were doing things I would have never thought of when I was there age.

The chaperons were probably busy doing the same thing in another part of the hotel.

 

[Frontier]

Thanks much for giving a very detailed but somewhat painful experience of your trip, especially DC and your buds bitch. Your obviously a man of the world, so with all your travels you must be a Hilton Platinum Member. How were you fucked over that bad. When ever I travel and have an issue not properly handled by the hotel management a quick call to the corporate office will get you a very fine "Sorry sir, should I kneel and blow you now?"

 

[BSB Jason]

My pleasure gardenboy There really isnt much left to life if you lose your ability to make people laugh smile and just feel good about themselves. Laughter is a medicine that cures most ailments (psychological anyway) Besides jokes, like most other things, are meant to be shared with the world, especially the true ones

 

[BSB Jason]

I’m directly inclined to agree with your assertions. I too feel like not only part of the Broke Straight Boys Family, but the forum as well. I make every attempt to earn the praise I consistently receive and wouldn’t expect for a moment that I would get it without deserving it. I often find myself nervous and filled with worry that the next video won’t be as good as the last. I’ve said so many times that I have no real clue of what I do that makes these videos what they are, being oblivious doesn’t help me to improve but I feel it enables me to remain consistent.

I say over and over and over, that I will run my tenure at Broke Straight Boys as far as it can go. I absolutely love working here for these folks and these fans. You are what have made my job a career. I do sense a needed upcoming negotiation with the powers that be at Broke Straight Boys, although nothing is scheduled yet and talks haven’t even begun it’s far too early to speculate. However if neither side is willing to move from their position to a more mutually beneficial relationship, I will have no choice but limit my term with Broke Straight Boys Based on the experiences I’ve had over the years and the friendships I’ve developed with people like Mark, Clay and Sha I don’t for see any real issues. As long as they continue to appropriately recognize my value to this Company I will be here long after your all sick of me. At this point I have absolutely no motivation to leave Broke Straight Boys

As far as my opinions, expressions and outlooks on life, I really just tell it how it is. Time to time I screen my comments to ensure that I don’t give out anyone’s personal information or things that could jeopardize their career or this company. I do give a lot more information than most. Primarily because I have retained this information over my years of work in this field. It’s important to me that you all are included with all the aspects as possible. Furthermore, these details can also help peoples viewing experiences by explaing what we were trying to capture or why. My only goal here is to enhance your viewing experience by including you in as much behind the scenes as possible.

My opinions are my own and that’s exactly how I feel. I’m not in love with anyone nor do I have a deep seeded hatred for anyone at all. Even my friends, when they run a foul I put them back in line as constructively as possible. Yelling or harshly criticizing people goes nowhere. But at the end of the day you can’t argue with the facts of life. I simply portray my interpretation of reality as I experience it. It can’t always be good but shouldn’t ever always be bad. And those are the lines I live by. Life is a learning experience, and these are real people we deal with. Feelings emotions and personality. Berating people is ineffective. You have to be real not rejecting otherwise they don’t take advantage of the learning opportunity. At the same time if I fail to be "real" then how can I expect the fans to get a full grasp of the happenings both on camera and behind camera. I also feel that being connected to models enhances the viewing experience by incorporating the foundation that we are real people not simply performers. If that makes any sense at all lol

 

[BSB Jason]

Suprisingly it was in fact a Hilton, which is my choice hotel. Both on Business and Personal travel I try to always stay in a Hilton or Hilton Honors hotel. I stay there because theres a level of class that Ive come to expect. Especially when sometimes im living in hotels and away from home for weeks at a time. The last thing I want is to have to deal with is unsanitary conditions or the place is falling apart. I explained to the manager that he was in fact not running a hotel, this was more like a motel and as such they should be charging $35 per night for their terribble service and drug dungeon rape scene roll away bed. I am almost NEVER one to complain about such things. If it brings me to complain there is a serious problem.

The hotel Manager was unwilling to help, in fact he blamed me for the house keeping and said I should have called to have it corrected. Sure thats a reasonable response except Im on vacation and dont return to the hotel until after midnight (1... 2... 3 ........ 4am lol) and at that time the last thing I want to wait for is housekeeping so they can come clean my room while i sit and watch at 4am.

I have placed a call to Hiltons corporate offices where they were apauled by this horror story. They filed a report and are giving the hotel 3 business days to repsond. We will see what happens.

 

[mactee]

I appreciate your honesty about your feelings and the respect you obviously have for the powers that be, the models and us fans.
I can identify with your travels, living in a hotel and eating out most all of the time. It is your home away from home. In my younger days I would sometimes be gone away from home for 3 to 5 weeks at a time. I got to where I would send food back that was not prepared to my liking, as well as demanding that the hotel staff, and Waite staff operated in a highly professional manner. I was living on the road and I just expected things to be proper. If you are buying the accommodations and the service, then you deserve to get your money's worth. But, as the late Frank Sinatra said, "That's life!"

You are a much appreciated young man on this site, and we all love you and wish you the very best!!!

 

[tampa24]

I’m directly inclined to agree with your assertions. I too feel like not only part of the Broke Straight Boys Family, but the forum as well. I make every attempt to earn the praise I consistently receive and wouldn’t expect for a moment that I would get it without deserving it. I often find myself nervous and filled with worry that the next video won’t be as good as the last. I’ve said so many times that I have no real clue of what I do that makes these videos what they are, being oblivious doesn’t help me to improve but I feel it enables me to remain consistent.

I say over and over and over, that I will run my tenure at Broke Straight Boys as far as it can go. I absolutely love working here for these folks and these fans. You are what have made my job a career. I do sense a needed upcoming negotiation with the powers that be at Broke Straight Boys, although nothing is scheduled yet and talks haven’t even begun it’s far too early to speculate. However if neither side is willing to move from their position to a more mutually beneficial relationship, I will have no choice but limit my term with Broke Straight Boys Based on the experiences I’ve had over the years and the friendships I’ve developed with people like Mark, Clay and Sha I don’t for see any real issues. As long as they continue to appropriately recognize my value to this Company I will be here long after your all sick of me. At this point I have absolutely no motivation to leave Broke Straight Boys

As far as my opinions, expressions and outlooks on life, I really just tell it how it is. Time to time I screen my comments to ensure that I don’t give out anyone’s personal information or things that could jeopardize their career or this company. I do give a lot more information than most. Primarily because I have retained this information over my years of work in this field. It’s important to me that you all are included with all the aspects as possible. Furthermore, these details can also help peoples viewing experiences by explaing what we were trying to capture or why. My only goal here is to enhance your viewing experience by including you in as much behind the scenes as possible.

My opinions are my own and that’s exactly how I feel. I’m not in love with anyone nor do I have a deep seeded hatred for anyone at all. Even my friends, when they run a foul I put them back in line as constructively as possible. Yelling or harshly criticizing people goes nowhere. But at the end of the day you can’t argue with the facts of life. I simply portray my interpretation of reality as I experience it. It can’t always be good but shouldn’t ever always be bad. And those are the lines I live by. Life is a learning experience, and these are real people we deal with. Feelings emotions and personality. Berating people is ineffective. You have to be real not rejecting otherwise they don’t take advantage of the learning opportunity. At the same time if I fail to be "real" then how can I expect the fans to get a full grasp of the happenings both on camera and behind camera. I also feel that being connected to models enhances the viewing experience by incorporating the foundation that we are real people not simply performers. If that makes any sense at all lol

Thank you Jason for such an eloquent and well written letter to your many fans. There are many words of wisdom in there. Some of which my own better angels can take heed of. Your willingness to talk so openly about so many aspects of your personal life, the site, your fellow models and coworkers, your views on philosophy and morality...really sets you apart. You're a remarkable man Jason. xo

 

[grace17]

I often find myself nervous and filled with worry that the next video won’t be as good as the last.


I also feel that being connected to models enhances the viewing experience by incorporating the foundation that we are real people not simply performers.

Hi Jason, I've never thought of you getting nervous because you always come across as super confident, but it's good to know as it makes you appear more human and less God-like, and a reminder that you do have feelings and concerns just like everyone else.

Denver has been really active on the forum lately, he comes across as a really nice and very funny guy, and because I felt I knew him better I went back and re-viewed his scenes with a whole new perspective. So, I think you're absolutely right, connecting with your viewers makes a huge difference to the way we (well, me anyway) perceive and assess your scenes.

You seem to lead a hugely busy life so thanks for taking time out to write here.

 

[cumrag27]

The one and only...

I’m directly inclined to agree with your assertions. I too feel like not only part of the Broke Straight Boys Family, but the forum as well. I make every attempt to earn the praise I consistently receive and wouldn’t expect for a moment that I would get it without deserving it. I often find myself nervous and filled with worry that the next video won’t be as good as the last. I’ve said so many times that I have no real clue of what I do that makes these videos what they are, being oblivious doesn’t help me to improve but I feel it enables me to remain consistent.

I say over and over and over, that I will run my tenure at Broke Straight Boys as far as it can go. I absolutely love working here for these folks and these fans. You are what have made my job a career. I do sense a needed upcoming negotiation with the powers that be at Broke Straight Boys, although nothing is scheduled yet and talks haven’t even begun it’s far too early to speculate. However if neither side is willing to move from their position to a more mutually beneficial relationship, I will have no choice but limit my term with Broke Straight Boys Based on the experiences I’ve had over the years and the friendships I’ve developed with people like Mark, Clay and Sha I don’t for see any real issues. As long as they continue to appropriately recognize my value to this Company I will be here long after your all sick of me. At this point I have absolutely no motivation to leave Broke Straight Boys

As far as my opinions, expressions and outlooks on life, I really just tell it how it is. Time to time I screen my comments to ensure that I don’t give out anyone’s personal information or things that could jeopardize their career or this company. I do give a lot more information than most. Primarily because I have retained this information over my years of work in this field. It’s important to me that you all are included with all the aspects as possible. Furthermore, these details can also help peoples viewing experiences by explaing what we were trying to capture or why. My only goal here is to enhance your viewing experience by including you in as much behind the scenes as possible.

My opinions are my own and that’s exactly how I feel. I’m not in love with anyone nor do I have a deep seeded hatred for anyone at all. Even my friends, when they run a foul I put them back in line as constructively as possible. Yelling or harshly criticizing people goes nowhere. But at the end of the day you can’t argue with the facts of life. I simply portray my interpretation of reality as I experience it. It can’t always be good but shouldn’t ever always be bad. And those are the lines I live by. Life is a learning experience, and these are real people we deal with. Feelings emotions and personality. Berating people is ineffective. You have to be real not rejecting otherwise they don’t take advantage of the learning opportunity. At the same time if I fail to be "real" then how can I expect the fans to get a full grasp of the happenings both on camera and behind camera. I also feel that being connected to models enhances the viewing experience by incorporating the foundation that we are real people not simply performers. If that makes any sense at all lol

Dearest Jason,

Thank you for your candid and well thought out post. This is precisely why I find you so very endearing! You care enough to take the time needed stating what realities you must operate within. I realize that you are not 100% in charge of your future destiny on Broke Straight Boys I did not mean to put you under more pressure. We all know you are doing all that you can to further your career on Broke Straight Boys, if only the "PORN-GODS" listen and agree to keep you on. My primary motivation was to remind ALL MANAGEMENT of how truly irreplaceable and among Broke Straight Boys's greatest modelling assets! While I cannot enforce my preferences anymore than any other Broke Straight Boys member, I none-the-less hate to see someone who has distinguished then self as you have, slip through management's hands like if only "one grain of sand" out of billions of otherwise indistinguishable grains of sand.

THAT WOULD BE A GREAT TRAGEDY FOR EVERYONE INVOLVED!!! AS UNREALISTIC AS IT MAY SOUND, I SINCERELY HOPE THIS NEVER COMES TO PASS WITH YOUR STELLAR Broke Straight Boys CAREER AND REPUTATION!

i DO NOT INTEND TO CAUSE YOU EVEN MORE PERSONAL STRESS. i ONLY INTEND TO BE..."AS STRAIGHTFORWARD WITH YOU AS YOU HAVE BEEN WITH US!!!" WHATEVER HAPPENS WITH YOUR MODELING CAREER WITH Broke Straight Boys, YOU HAVE BEEN SUCH A PLEASURE GETTING TO KNOW BETTER! YOU HAVE DONE EVERYTHING WITHIN YOUR POWER, ABSOLUTELY THE RIGHT WAY! FURTHERMORE, YOU SHOULD HAVE NO BASIS FOR ANY REGRETS, WHEN THAT EVENTFUL DAY FINALLY COMES! LIKE SOME GRADUATION EVENT, IT WILL ONLY BE THE CLOSING OF JUST ONE SPECIAL CHAPTER OUT OF A VERY SPECIAL LIFE! JASON, YOU HAVE MY HIGHEST RESPECT! i WISH YOU ONLY THE VERY BEST, ALWAYS!!! GOD BLESS YOU! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE PART OF MY FAMILY AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE!



Sincerely,



Stimpy

 

[BSB Jason]

Stimpy,

That was a very heart felt and generous statement there. I certainly appreciate all the praise that you especially send my way. Its things like that, which keeps me striving for improvement. Rest assured you haven’t put any additional stress on my plate. Also please don’t misunderstand that my career is in duress or my future at Broke Straight Boys in jeopardy. That couldn’t be farther from the truth. I am certainly doing all that I can to continue my career and I believe that the management are making every effort to keep me. There are no real issues at play here that should have a negative effect. My career is ever expanding thanks to the staff here, I just feel it’s important for the entire team to be on the same page.
In honesty, I have received the occasional offer to work elsewhere. After all, I have been attending many events around the country not to mention my Broke Straight Boys work is well published. I am under no contract and am currently a free agent. The offers that come in, as enticing as they initially seem are automatically discarded. It’s not because I make more money here it goes deeper than that for me. I have spent many hours on that couch building the great reputation that I have here. My achievements were unexpected and far exceeded my hopes. I’ve developed a relationship with the staff, the models and the fans. I believe in consistency and staying competitive. I believe if you’re going to do something do it right and follow it through. If you put in the hard work, effort and dedication the rewards will be more than worth the while. It really comes down to: is my focus long term or short term. Follow a career or a quick buck. Sometimes... most times, patience is worth having!
The powers that be at Broke Straight Boys are far wiser and experienced in these matters than I. If I were a bettin man Id wager that they to are paying attention and they will continue to do what they can to keep me around. After all… I don’t want to go anywhere lol