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Joey, it's really difficult to say. Dreams are typically a complex amalgam of deep, long-lasting personal preoccupations (and significant life experiences) and vivid experiences during the day, which trigger or shape these preoccupations. (I say this, in full disclosure, as someone who is, if not utterly married to, at least quite interested in, the writings of Carl Gustav Jung. Freud, I think, was a little simplistic. In fact, I would even stand Freud on his HEAD, and suggest to you that not even all sex-dreams are always PRIMARILY about sex. Certainly, often they are, but not always.)
Joey, I think, to really understand one's dreams - particularly the significance of any one particular dream (realizing, of course, that any particular dream has a lot to do with one's particular, transient, circumstances): I think it is necessary to become acquainted with one's own "dream-vocabulary". That is, to monitor and recall (if not record) one's dreams over a significant space of time - many months, or even several years - so that it is possible to discern themes and patterns, within them.
My sense is that dreams typically reflect both fond hopes and desperate fears, in the "funhouse mirror" of the psyche. (Numbers of Scandinavian psychologists think that even NIGHTMARES serve a useful function, as "dress-rehearsals" for the challenges we are going to face, in the daytime. At any rate, I think a lot more context would be needed, in order to begin interpreting what you've been feeling and experiencing, lately.
No help at all, but lots of love,
"A" XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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