I have no need for touching myself. I have better control than to fall sensually prey to the wiles found on this site or any other. I do not require an artificial stimulus such as those found in the videos to rouse me to private genital excitement. Frankly, no model on this site, save for Beal, even appeals to my eye, let alone my groin. You asked me once before why I am on here, Canon. With your civility exercised me herein, I shall not only tell you why, I shall desist bad-mouthing you, as you have exhibited a far greater respect toward me than I accorded you. I am on here because I have always been gay, even through my 33+ years of marital bliss (my beloved wife passed almost seven years back), where I NEVER once cheated on her (and yes, she knew; we were both reared in a children's home/institution, then the largest and oldest in the world.) I have always been an art aficionado who appreciates the very culture of the male human body. While out in Hollywood back in 2009, I went to a Forest Lawn Cemetery, where Humphry Bogart is interred, and spent hours admiring the reproduction of Michelangelo's David. Mr. Canon, I apologize to you for all I have said against you. I do not deserve your forgiveness, but I have done my part to apologize. I see you on FaceBook and have left you to bitter messages, no doubt you have deleted. I should prefer to refrain my bitterness and become more socially civil toward you, if you would offer me the opportunity. I also have YIM on here, so if you want, do not hesitate to hit me up. You have humbled me, which is not something most people can do. I am grateful to you and yield.
