As most of you may know, my first attempt at this was anything but successful. I gave it a try with Tate but just wasn't ready, also wasn't ready to give up tho.
In my upcoming scene with
Gage Owens, i climb back up onto that horse for another round. With my mind made up and my head in the game, i made it happen. Tho a little rusty, we filmed a great scene. Keep in mind that this is my "first" successful attempt. As the week went on, my rust began to shine as we filmed more scenes. A new aspect to sex was revealed to me and I've finally experienced the other side lol
Be sure to tune in to keep up with the development.
I KNOW YOU ALL WILL BE PLEASED!
Zeno Kostas
Dearest
Zeno Kostas,
I'm so glad you're back with us again! I'm sorry I couldn't post on your thread sooner, to show you support that much faster. Please be assured that I love you as a fellow human being from the neck up...and as a performer I think you're nothing short of amazing.
Yesterday was so busy for me I didn't have time to get online. St. Petersburg Pride was this weekend. It's one of the biggest Pride events in the southeastern U.S. It dwarfs Tampa's Pride event by a long shot. Yesterday I had church in the morning. Then I went over to the St. Pete festival enjoyed some of that, and helped out at a booth representing my church. Then I went to a homeless shelter with a group from church and we prepared and served them dinner. Then finally after the festival was over I went out to a club to celebrate the end of an incredible Pride weekend. lol I don't have the health to maintain that kind of pace. I dare say it was even a little risky for me. But with the Supreme Court ruling on Friday, I really pushed myself to try to get the most enjoyment out of the historic moment as I could. Having the Supreme Court ruling come down almost exactly coinciding with the 46th anniversary of the Stonewall Riots was just beyond words for the historic, symbolic and emotional impact. You want to create good memories of a unique moment like that to carry into the future. Right?
I'll be resting and laying low for the next several days. haha
By the time I got home in the wee hours I was beyond exhausted. But... I knew that you had a scene coming out last night and because it was
you performing I couldn't resist watching it at around 4:00 am. lol All I can say
Zeno Kostas is a humble and sincere Thank You!! WOW!! You did a phenomenal job. For it being your fist time, you
did take it like a champ. The first time can be very painful and even a little bit terrifying. Fortunately you knew you had a partner who you could trust not to take things to an extreme. The last kind of experience you want is to have someone who will let his sex drive and lust overrule his head and "go to town" on you, regardless of how much you might ask him to slow down or stop for a break. Plus you also knew of course that you could trust Sha. A word or even a look from you, and Sha being the gentleman and professional he is, would have shut the whole thing down in a heartbeat.
For myself I see this scene is a hybrid combination of a studio porn video and reality tv. It's exactly the kind of reality porn that has made this site great. Of course we know that with studio quality videos they have the luxury of being able to take breaks if they need to, stop and start all over again, and then use editing to make it all appear to flow seamlessly from beginning to end. Regardless of how much editing may or may not have gone into this particular scene though, I was still amazed at the authentic realism of it. This video is so much closer to the real world experience of a straight guy trying bottoming for the very first time.
Stowe is right that you always give 110% in your work here. You already had my respect and admiration before
Zeno Kostas. But this scene was just over the top. Watching you perform while in pain, we could almost see the cogs turning in your head as you tried to keep a "mind over matter" attitude going so that your body wouldn't seize up, get an adrenaline rush, and go into a "fight or flight" panic mode. It took mental discipline and great self-control to get through that. And you still managed to look so hot while doing it! Being the performer you are and the man who is always wanting to give a good show for the fans...through all that you still managed to keep a hardon, keep awareness of what was going on around you and still guide and mentor your less experienced partner by moving his hands out of the way of camera angles. I was very very impressed.
Needless to say I gave the scene a 5. And as usual I gave
Zeno Kostas a 5. But this was just a superlative over the top performance for
Zeno Kostas. I gave
Gage Owens a 4 for an above average job.
Gage Owens did great! He looks hot. He was very patient and did everything he was asked to do. And he did it well. I look forward to seeing more of him as he develops.
This was undoubtedly
Zeno Kostas's scene though. haha
Thank You 
And Thank You 
