RIP Ryan Fields

[Jaybifla]

Damien Kyle just posted on twitter that he learned Ryan Fields passed away on Sunday. Is this true? This absolutely breaks my heart.

 

[Repareur]

It is evidently true. There is a go fund me for his funeral expenses, it says he committed suicide.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/funeral-...m_medium=social&utm_campaign=p_cp+share-sheet

 

[Devo1124]

So very sad. He seemed like a sweet young man.

 

[mikeyank]

Very sad indeed whenever anyone, but especially a young person feels the need to take his or her own life. Very sad indeed.

 

[BrokeStraightBoys]

We were all pretty close to Ryan and this is devastating news. We found Ryan because of Paul and Damien Kyle Such a sweet guy with a great heart. Suicide is such a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I wish he reached out to one of us.

 

[peterh6308]

Yeah I read this last night and it's so very sad!!! I've spoke to him a few times over the years and most recently last August. He was one of my favorite models as he was the type I find cute. Considering what he did for a living when I talked to him he was a very shy guy, but really sweet. RIP Billy......

 

[stowe1]

I just read Damien's fb post on my newsfeed. I must say I was taken aback. Whatever his problems were, it is a shame that he was at a point where he felt he couldn't reach out to anyone. He always came across here as a really genuine and nice person with a wicked sense of humor.

May his soul and the souls of all the faithful departed through the mercy of God, rest in peace.

 

[StudddAndy]

I am so sad to know that our little William Howard walked all alone to a dark place.

Hurting so bad to make a call that having no life at all would be better than having the life he had. In the darkness of the moment. Life seemed that empty, and the people that loved him couldn’t know the lonely dark place where he was

Rest in Peace, William Howard.

My heart breaks.

 

[kgmets]

Very sad indeed whenever anyone, but especially a young person feels the need to take his or her own life. Very sad indeed.

I completely agree.

 

[DivaDaddy]

He was one of my favorites. RIP

 

[stowe1]

I am so sad to know that our little William Howard walked all alone to a dark place.

Hurting so bad to make a call that having no life at all would be better than having the life he had. In the darkness of the moment. Life seemed that empty, and the people that loved him couldn’t know the lonely dark place where he was

Rest in Peace, William Howard.

My heart breaks.

Very beautifully put, Studd.

 

[ajames]

It is evidently true. There is a go fund me for his funeral expenses, it says he committed suicide.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/funeral-...m_medium=social&utm_campaign=p_cp+share-sheet

Oh no !!! I wish he could reach out to someone at all or maybe to us ! Or at least to some of the Broke Straight Boys guys or the team. I mean I'm sure we and the Broke Straight Boys team would talk to him right ? I'm saddened. As someone who had been through depression I hope he had someone at all while going through his timeuntil the end.

 

[ajames]

Very sad indeed whenever anyone, but especially a young person feels the need to take his or her own life. Very sad indeed.

Yes Mike but that also meant that he must be feeling really bad and lonely during his final moment.

 

[ajames]

We were all pretty close to Ryan and this is devastating news. We found Ryan because of Paul and Damien Kyle Such a sweet guy with a great heart. Suicide is such a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I wish he reached out to one of us.

Yes indeed Mark, thank you for saying those words. I hope guys in conditions similar to him knows he has some support. I wish we could let him kno w beforehand.

 

[Robdock05]

OMFG! I’m so so sorry to hear this!! He was one of my favorites

 

[tampa24]

I am so sad to know that our little William Howard walked all alone to a dark place.

Hurting so bad to make a call that having no life at all would be better than having the life he had. In the darkness of the moment. Life seemed that empty, and the people that loved him couldn’t know the lonely dark place where he was

Rest in Peace, William Howard.

My heart breaks.

So well said StuddAndy. Thank you for encapsulating so many of our thoughts so succinctly. I am just shocked and crushed that such a beautiful young man with so much potential, should believe that he had no other out.

RIP beloved Ryan. Rest in Peace beloved William. You won't be forgotten.

 

[Robdock05]

This is so sad, he was one of my favorites on Broke Straight Boys

 

[juanjo]

He was such a sweet kid and I had a few conversations with him when he was active on Twitter. I am so sad that he took this path. I am so sorry that no one was able to reach out to him and help him through whatever was going on in his life.

 

[prophet21]

Damien Kyle just posted on twitter that he learned Ryan Fields passed away on Sunday. Is this true? This absolutely breaks my heart.

He had been in a dark place for a good bit. He and his husband had long been broken up and there were addiction issues. He also was upset about the scar from his surgery and he had said it was affecting his ability to get work, although who knows if that was the case. I met him randomly in 2016 at Missie B’s in Kansas City and he actually referred me to his work at Broke Straight Boys A really nice guy, Billy was. Plenty of fans on here talked to him. He was very open and interactive, not afraid to share his real name, etc.

As far as I know, he got into porn while working at a mechanic when Paul Canon and Damien Kyle rolled in one day and took him along. That was his story at least. A real tragedy, losing him.

 

[prophet21]

Obituary:

https://www.maplehillfuneralhome.com/m/obituaries/William-Howard-35/Memories

Even mentions his career.