Just recently I ended a 3 yr relationship with the guy that i truly believe is my soul mate. I lay awake every night thinking to myself if I made a mistake or not. He did a lot of not so good things and we eventually started growing apart. I chose to split because the relationship was doing me more harm than good and i was always depressed about it. I still have intense feelings of love for him and we were each eachothers first boyfriends and eachothers first in a lot of other respects as well. I miss him every second of every day but I know that right now its better that we be apart. Will I ever get over him or my feelings for him?