Milla79
BSB Addict
So here's my official introduction to the forum.
My name's Milla and I'm a 33 year old woman.
I've never EVER joined a porn site in my entire life. I did it on a whim and I still can't believe I did!
I'm still wondering if I should be here. I feel like it might not be such a good idea.
The fact is, I would have unsuscribed after the 3 day trial, if it hadn't been for the few posts I read on the forum and the fact that I fell for Blake Bennet after reading some of his posts. This forum feels like such a warm place to be. I feel like I could find my place here and finally express myself and not feel like I'm gonna be judged. I hope that I'll be accepted here despite my rather particulate situation.
Ok, so there it is:
I'm a straight woman who has never had any sexual experience at all. I mean, I've never even been kissed. Believe me, I'm dying to!
I'm so ashamed of it all. I've grown up being bullied because of my weight and thick glasses. Now, I've lost some weight but I still have health issuesand filled with so many insecurities that I don't even have friends. I'm not really at ease with other people and I feel like they can see through me and know I've never been with a man... Plus, I'm uber boring and don't have any story to share so I end up isolating myself.
By now, you must think I'm a freak, a weird or worse...I've never even kissed a guy and yet, here I am, on a porn site, totally turned on by these hot guys especially Blake. Damn you, BLAKE!!!
I'm sure that as introductions go, mine would take the price of the most boring, weird and depressing one!
PS: I'll probably make lots of mistakes since English is not my native tongue.
My name's Milla and I'm a 33 year old woman.
I've never EVER joined a porn site in my entire life. I did it on a whim and I still can't believe I did!
I'm still wondering if I should be here. I feel like it might not be such a good idea.
The fact is, I would have unsuscribed after the 3 day trial, if it hadn't been for the few posts I read on the forum and the fact that I fell for Blake Bennet after reading some of his posts. This forum feels like such a warm place to be. I feel like I could find my place here and finally express myself and not feel like I'm gonna be judged. I hope that I'll be accepted here despite my rather particulate situation.
Ok, so there it is:
I'm a straight woman who has never had any sexual experience at all. I mean, I've never even been kissed. Believe me, I'm dying to!
I'm so ashamed of it all. I've grown up being bullied because of my weight and thick glasses. Now, I've lost some weight but I still have health issuesand filled with so many insecurities that I don't even have friends. I'm not really at ease with other people and I feel like they can see through me and know I've never been with a man... Plus, I'm uber boring and don't have any story to share so I end up isolating myself.
By now, you must think I'm a freak, a weird or worse...I've never even kissed a guy and yet, here I am, on a porn site, totally turned on by these hot guys especially Blake. Damn you, BLAKE!!!
I'm sure that as introductions go, mine would take the price of the most boring, weird and depressing one!
PS: I'll probably make lots of mistakes since English is not my native tongue.